Nobody Knows Me II

I went along, no one knew me and no one knows me now. I am a very private person. I went over to the store on the way home from school and got a candy bar that I enjoy. Then I walked down the road, a little more. My friend was down the road and I wanted to see him on my own. I walked in and they said, I need an appointment, so I left and then I vowed to come back tomorrow, but call first and then I decided to walk further down the road away from the direction of my house. I had never been this far before. This way down this road, the road led into a wooded area and the paved street became dirt and pebbles, overgrown with grass and weeds and moss and mud and mush slowly my boots got wet and muddy and I decided to turn back but then, hark! a sound On the horizon on top of the hill was a Wolf howling up at the sky. And it got dim, had I been walking that long? I listened to the Wolf, but he looked at me in my eyes in his eyes and snarled, and I said, oh, and then a bunch of other Wolves came up to stand beside him from behind him, lower down on the hill. I started to try to walk slowly away and they started howling some more, then they turned and left and ran away. I was so relieved. Then a car drove by speedily, speeding and splashed mud all over my slacks, I said, man, it's getting dark, I gotta get out of here and then when I came out of the dark woods to the street, lit area. The mall was closed. But I kept walking all the way home and I took the left at the little diner and walked down the side streets into my street and I came home all muddy, and my dad said what's wrong where you been I said, I was taking a walk but I got lost and there were wolves and they splashed me with mud, I just wanted to see what was down the road and they wouldn't let me in the residence and he said, okay, it's okay. The dog needs to go on a walk so I said, okay, and I went to the preserve by our house and I walked our little golden retriever, and she ran away and I called her when it was time to go and she came back and I put her on the leash again and then we went home and dinner was ready so I had dinner and then I went back into the backyard and donning my suit, I jumped in the pool and washed away all the worries of the day and the next day I missed the bus again going to school so I had to ride in the back of the middle school bus to go to high school. It was in the same area, but I was riding with younger kids. So I sat in the back and then I went to school and everyone said, I had a nice outfit on even though I made it myself cause, I didn't have any clothes to wear. And then I did really good in math class and my friends told me, I could come over to their house for Halloween and we could all go trick-or-treating and I said, yay, okay, and then we went out and someone threw shaving cream on us and eggs and we one of our friends went and took his mask off to see it was Bob. I can't believe Bob did that, but the other kids' friends ran away just in time.And then they all ran away laughing, but we caught him.So we knew who did it , and I never ran into him.

But so life went on and we all lived our lives and I went into a hospital after I was put in a residence for something I did, which I won't mention. But that was when I was 16. And so I only went to 11th grade, then it was the day before 12 grade started. I was hospitalized in a mental institution and I've been in mental health ever since even though I've grown in leaps and strides, but I'm not blaming anyone, because that really doesn't get us anywhere, because I mean, each person creates his own reality, no matter and it's the best possible outcome every moment that could possibly be in this universe. So I believe that with all my heart and soul, and you know I anyway, so I won't go on about that, but So I did want to be an orthodontist when they asked you what you wanna be when you grow up, I wanted to make money and that was the most high paying job I knew at the time, getting braces and all kinds of mouth contraptions to fix my teeth. I thought that was the most highest paying job so that's what job I wanted. I never succeeded in that, I never went to school. I did go for acting but I just went to acting and movement classes at the State University, I went to the theater institute, which is no longer there, even though we wrote a petition to try to save it. But I know I'm supposed to be a supporting person in this story, but I'm just supporting myself and my friends were there to support me. But it's not like I'm a backdrop of someone else, I'm really my own person and I just celebrate self all my life. I mean, I really don't like always get along with people. So I just like my own company, and if I have To deal with people, I will. And I do all my appointments, dental physical blood work, mental health, doctor psychiatrist therapist, but and I see my family, and I pretty much have been in a strange relationship. But other than that, I mean, I mean, it's not strange, it's just, there's someone's strange living with us in the building, and that makes it strange, but Anyway, I have a lot of independence and I should be glad for that, but I know no one wants to listen to me, rant and rave, so I'll try to end this story now.Thank you