It was 2:00 a.m., and rain was raging outside. A power cut had drowned the entire neighbourhood in darkness. Not a single light glowed anywhere. All that could be heard were the growls of thunder and the relentless beating of rain against steel rooftops.
Venu sat alone in the corner of his bedroom, inside the corner house of a quiet society on the outskirts of the city. He was at his old wooden study table, face lowered, arms folded beneath it. In front of him, a lantern burned softly.
Its flame stood calm and steady, as though it were listening.
Venu spoke in a voice cracked with helplessness.
“I know… I know this isn’t how it was meant to be. But I have no choice. You have to go.”
The flame swayed gently from left to right, as if refusing.
“Please…” he whispered. “I beg you. This is the last thing I ever wanted to do… and the only thing I have left to do now.
The light straightened again, firm and unwavering. Then, in a voice as warm as its glow, it answered.
“You built me.”
“You promised me a destination… a happy beginning.”
“This is not it.”
Venu’s jaw tightened. His eyes reddened.
“I tried,” he said. “Trust me…I knocked on every door fate kept shut.”
Venu waited, desperate for another word. But when none came, he swallowed hard and continued.
“You are my love… the love I’ve carried for her these last three years. Back when you were nothing more than a few stray sparks, born from her smile, her looks, those little eye-rolls of hers. And now… now you’ve become a full flame. A journey I kept alive all this time. I am my best self when I am seen through you. So believe me when I say this is not easy. If I’m saying it at all… then it must matter. You must go.”
“Go where?” asked the flame. “To her?”
Venu slowly shook his head. Then he turned toward the window. Beyond it, in another room across the narrow gap between houses, sat another lantern. Only a sliver of its glow could be seen through the rain.
“No,” he said quietly. “To the man she chose.”
The flame inside his lantern surged upward at once, striking the glass in sudden fury.
“To him?” it spat. “The one man you hate? The one you envy in silence?”
Its fire crackled violently.
“His very name tears your insides apart.”
It climbed higher, wild and sharp now.
“And now you would give me away… to him?”
Venu said nothing.
“I thought I belonged to you,” the flame said, its anger thinning into pain. “I thought I was the one thing in this room you would never let go of. I thought… you needed me.”
Venu looked at it for a long moment, eyes tired and wet.
“I do need you,” he said quietly. “More than you know.”
The fire steadied.
“You are everything to me,” he said. “Everything I have. Everything in myself I still respect.”
His gaze drifted across the room, the old books, the untouched bed, the hollow corners.
“Before her, this place was only walls and woods. Then she came… and suddenly you were born.”
The flame softened.
Suddenly everything started to feel bright, warm… meaningful… I felt….. alive.
“And now?” asked the flame.
“Now you are all that keeps this darkness from returning.”
His voice thinned.
“If you leave, I know what comes back. The cold. The emptiness. The life I had before anything ever mattered.”
The flame burned low.
“Then why?” it whispered.
Venu closed his eyes.
“Because with me… you go nowhere.”
The lantern stood still.
“To me, you are warmth in winter. But if you never reach her, then I have only kept heat for myself.”
The flame trembled.
“Why send me to him?”
Venu opened his eyes again.
“Because he will need you.”
Thunder rolled somewhere far away.
“I used to think love was enough in the beginning. Smiles come easy then. Effort comes easy. Everything feels bright when it is new.”
He leaned closer.
“But years pass. People tire. Patience wears thin. Tenderness forgets to show up some days. And when those days come… someone must still bring warmth. Someone must still choose softness. Someone must still love beyond convenience.”
His throat tightened.
“She chose him. I cannot change that. But I do not know if he will always have enough when life becomes heavy.”
Venu touched the lantern gently.
“So take what I kept alive all these years. Go to him. Burn brighter there. Become what his love alone cannot always be. Make it fuller… complete it.”
There was silence.
For the first time that night, the flame had nothing to argue with. It only stood there, steady behind the glass, watching him. Venu watched it back. Rain kept beating against the roof.
“You built me well,” the flame said softly. “I know there were nights I nearly went out. Times the wind was too strong, times hope had almost left the room.”
“But you shielded me. You cupped your hands around me when I was weak. You fed me when I was fading. You gave me room to grow.”
Venu said nothing.
“With patience. With care. Most importantly… with thought.”
The flame glowed warmer.
“You crafted me carefully… especially for her.”
“It would have been easy for me to die back then,” it continued. “And easier still for you to let me.”
A pause settled between them.
“Why didn’t you?”
Venu looked into the light for a long moment.
“Maybe it would have hurt less,” the flame said, quieter now, “if you had let me die small.”
Thunder rolled in the distance.
Venu finally spoke.
“Because she was worth holding on to.”
The flame stood still.
Then it asked, almost gently,
“Isn’t she worth it anymore?”
“Oh, she has never stopped being worth everything.”
“It may look like I’m giving up on love… but all I’m really laying down is hope.”
The flame stayed still and said,
The flame did not move for a while. Then it spoke, softer than before.
“Well… if thats really what u want…”
It shrugged.
“Do you remember the first time you saw her?”, the flame asked.
Venu’s face changed at once. Something long buried rose alive inside it.
“The first time I was born?”
A breath escaped him like laughter.
“Of course I remember.”
“There was a pull in my chest so sudden I thought I’d collapse.”
His hand unconsciously moved over his heart.
“I could hear my pulse louder than the room itself.”
A smile spread across his face.
“I started sweating for no reason.”
He shook his head, amused at himself.
“It felt like…”
He glanced at the flame and winked.
“…someone had set my heart on fire.”
“It is beautiful, you know… the life you imagined with her,” said the flame.
Its glow softened, as if remembering with him.
“The mornings where you wanted to wake up before her just to make breakfast. Coffee ready before she even asked. The little house you wanted, sunlight in the windows, a garden outside, pets running everywhere.”
Venu’s eyes lowered.
“All those silly PJs you wanted to tell her. The songs you wanted to pull her into and dance to for no reason.”
The flame flickered warmly.
“And that little promise you made to yourself… that even in your eighties, you’d still flirt with her the same way.”
A pause.
“Wouldn’t it have been beautiful,” the flame asked quietly, “if all of it came true?”
Its light leaned closer.
“What if it still can? What if everything you wanted is only one turn away?”
“The day is not far, Venu,” the flame said softly.
“The day she runs into your arms… and holds you like nothing else matters.”
For a second, Venu’s eyes lit up with hope.
“The day she giggles into your ear for no reason.”
“That first kiss…” the flame whispered.
“When you pull her close… closer than either of you has ever been.”
“Your breaths meeting in the space between.”
“And for one still moment… all the world disappears except those big, beautiful eyes looking only at you.”
The room seemed smaller now. Hotter.
“The night she falls asleep beside you… all her weight resting on you without hesitation, trusting you completely.”
His breathing had changed.
“The mornings where her first smile belongs to you.”
The flame glowed brighter.
Venu closed his eyes.
“The world where she reaches for your hand without thinking.”
A pause.
“What if it is closer than you think?”
His hands began to shake.
“Keep me,” it whispered. “Just a little longer. Please.”
Venu’s hands trembled around the lantern. For a moment, he held it tighter, as though one more night of holding on could still change everything.
His eyes shut. He wanted to believe it. Every word of it. He prayed to every god he knew, every part of the universe, in a hope that something, at least the smallest part, will stand with him in this, and will watch his love win.
Then slowly… he loosened his grip.
He placed the lantern back on the table and stared at it for a long while.
He took a breath.
“Dreams,” he said. “We built them out of what-ifs.”
The room fell still again.
“What if she chose me? What if we made it.”
He looked into the lantern.
“But we forgot to ask what those dreams were made of.”
The flame listened.
“I wanted pets… because she should never know a house without affection.”
His voice grew softer.
“I wanted to cook for her… because I wanted her mornings to begin with comfort.”
“I wanted to dance with her… because no one looks more alive than she does when she’s laughing through music.”
“I wanted to make her blush even in our eighties…because I never wanted her to forget how special she was.”
“I wanted a home with her… not for me. For her. A place where she could be silly, loud, confused, childish, brilliant, whatever she felt like being that day.”
Rain tapped gently now, as if even the storm had quietened to listen.
Venu took a slow breath.
“If you look carefully, every dream we ever built had only one foundation.”
“Her happiness.”
He swallowed.
“To keep her smiling. To keep her loved. To make life gentler for her.”
His eyes glistened, but his voice did not break.
“And maybe… that future is happening there now.”
The lantern stood motionless.
“The fire I built was born because of her… not because of us.”
Venu placed his hand against the warm glass.
“And what belongs to her… must reach her”
He closed his eyes.
“Whether through this heart… or another one.”
The words left him, and whatever strength had been holding him upright left with them.
Venu slipped from the chair onto his knees. Both hands folded before the lantern, head lowered, breath broken. When he spoke, his voice was barely standing.
“I wanted to do so much for her.”
His tears fell freely now.
“So many things. Big ones… small ones… Things she would remember for years… things she might never notice, but feel… and I never got to do any of them.”
“This is my last chance. Maybe the only chance I will ever have to do something for her.”
His lips trembled.
“Please… let me.”
For a moment, the flame only watched him. Then it bent softly, once, like a nod.
Venu closed his eyes in gratitude.
He lifted the lantern and pulled it against his chest. The fire inside rose at once, larger, fiercer, its heat biting through the glass and into his skin. He held it there with a smile as the burn outside was gentler than the pain within.
Then he stood.
Step by step, he carried it through the dark, crossed corridors and sneaked into the other room.
Before another lantern, he stopped. Quietly, carefully, he opened his own.
The flame hesitated only a second, then crossed.
All of it.
Every warmth he had protected. Every spark he had saved from storms. Every piece of light that had lived beside him for years. It left him and entered the other lantern, which bloomed full and bright at once, filling the room with a living glow.
His own lantern fell dark.
Empty.
Only a thin curl of smoke remained, and the black marks where fire once was.
Venu shut its door gently.
He wrapped his hand around the cold handle and turned away.
For the first time in years, the lantern weighed nothing.
He took a step. Then another. Each one felt wrong.
No warmth followed him now. No quiet glow at his side. Only the sound of rain and the hollow echo of his own footsteps.
His chest tightened. He kept walking.
He had taken only a few more steps when he heard it.
A giggle.
Then it opened into laughter… full, bright, childlike.
Soft. Familiar.
He stopped where he was.
Something gave way inside him so suddenly that he thought he might collapse. His pulse hammered. Sweat gathered across his skin.
Just like the very first time.
Then he felt it.
Heat.
At his palms.
Slowly, almost afraid to know, he looked down at the lantern still clutched in his hand.
Inside it,
a flame.
Tiny. Steady.
Born again.
Some fires do not know how to end.
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