Ambitions that force me, chasing my dreams of interconnected nuclei deep within the depths of Earth’s soul-cry, to bring together the coding of decoded, recoded, or failured coding system. System of systems. Not my needs or wants – I apologise, I am sorry to have asked... but instead, my desires and ideas, which can make an impact impacted upon the future together with your systems, I swear to you. An impact on families and even property! If you’d just listen. To the words; to the believers and the observed; by observers, I have heard, a rustling in the background of my upheavals and ‘downhells’, so to speak if I may. I have no criminal record, I made it with a VCE pass into University second from Monash , have never been to rehabilitation facilities, got my mother sober who made world-wide news headlines due to neglecting and abusing her children. And all of this will not be told I only want my dreams and wished heard. To find me otherwise, to read on so to speak, all need do is ask.
Twenty-seven years old and was a member of the cohort of children left behind. How to rewind? We weren’t your kind. Yet a kindred spirit – combined, yes I combined all of my time and met all of your lines within barriers you set to climb. If I were to be one of your mimes, and I agreed yes. I will follow. I am already hollow let’s fill this void and join such a team , I combined. Through transmutation. Yet I am a ghost in the machine.... property of the government, unseen, now recognised as unclean only as an adult, yet this is a result of the Australian Dream. What is the dream of tearing families at their seams though, I must ask, what they’re aiming for please. To clean up our crime rates? Addiction rates? Or teach / make our parents great? I do not know. As far as I know, in my experience out of all the people I have met interconnected and not too, met and spent some time in my notebooks trying to figure out, none of these are the end goal of this system playing amongst systems, jumping hoops within each and filling pockets of each other like a big debt-machine as it never comes back to the ones they’re going on about to help or cure or even acknowledge. And we were all just hated.... unadopted orphans, orphaned, and ordained, as a form of Australian Justice;
No voices speak our name except numbers screaming to be opened and dealt with within prison systems, rehabilitation systems, and mental institutions for those who haven’t gotten the red tape from the systems claiming they’re just addicts. And if they are, well, they’re deemed insubordinate to the clinical trials yes trials nothing more of drowning the problems stemming from poverty they strung us to by abandoning us at 8 years old then 18 years old. That ringing PTSD echo, that knowing that we are meant to be nothing but a problem and that we do not have each other because if we dared did, we wouldn’t be able to take our real perpetrators to court due to “interfering” or “cohersing “ each other. This is not America. Justice does not prevail. We are children taking the stand alone, if ever, and our rich friends attend funerals of their best friends they’ve lost to suicide, afraid now of their own religions, and their own ‘scum’ society and government again deeming them unworthy of the help as they’ve abused it and murdered these boys’ best friends.
I honour, my ambitions within my bone marrow.... although the way narrow, my will surely will, will. Surely, purely.. make a point of beginning of the perspective of the damned.
This will allow us to make it through to the depths that carry dreams to seas and skies. Because let’s not blame the system then.... let’s start with root cause...
[Insert Parent or Judges Name] is not anyone else on this but the one who knows what he said and what he did and didn’t do when she begged for someone to resuscitate her for a reason why I can’t stand out from the crowd at all it’s time for the rest of us to continue to make sure that it’s something to keep on meeting til dusk, til dawn from the dawn of days til dusk and you supporting my dreams of a future with honour and dignity in my heart and mind by showing you you’re more likely than anything to be okay with the workload!
Because we found the following questions and answers that’s right it’s all there the piece of the puzzle and the comfortable silences that I earned for the cohorts and to share knowledge through freedom and respect to others and I have previously learned that you must have left right left left right left right right right right right left behind to make the most of your team work and get out there and make sure you’re happy with your precious time dare not waste it taste it instead...
And savour by honour....
It’s simple and not to cry out loud as I’ve answered all prayers and it’s all coding decoded so monsters beware there’s a death to the dark side and the ways our strength comes is actually free when you can come out of the program prior to your masks while allowing them to stay on their own unique combinational paths of new paths every day and colours filtering past and through a fading and not too coz it’s all webs to be weaved and not just the physical contact with your own health and safety and also volunteer work providing compassionate level of care and protection to children one day and includes the provision of information to new gen and old ones will surely reach the potential of action shot by mere action shot of the rises and falls of the track records of mine and its applications to all yours we can talk to the saints the divine is not just the way it’s the form , format and formatting and set called the state of the mind and the minds will become the first crystal to have a world of my own dreams and desires together with your own , families can enjoy a great deal on your sash invisible to the rest and you can SEE the truth and see how you support the process of developing your inner city and its surrounds with your home and garden or garden with views over a long distance coz our vision has visitors!
Because we allowed our pineal to become the best practices for supporting clients and their staff I mean the one Moses did bear.... and staff with the help and advice of our purity is in essence our super powers of use only forces that we will, will someday guide and provide and maintain and provide once again. We will ignite the skies in a row and we shall be able to navigate through this lifetime with more than meets our own space coz it’s time for you too , I’m here to see you all through we believe in Ohana.
And I believe Oath will pay back the cost of the cast of the puzzle in a cause as magnitudinal as your favourite book of your choice for your next step with in is your chance to rejoice the great range and wonder and wonder meant for the world, which has become a reality for many years now in its history of this wish a prayer wept and Sept through silence til it is no longer a secret coz secrets surely reach out to the skies as regrets as they’re transmitted through guilt which is 2 lowest of all so analysis is not something you want to teach in your arms or the body and mind you will not lose your precious throat chakra that’s a voice and it will allow you for consideration of what he never seems to answer these days because I’ve come, I’ve gone I’ve left all for you zoom in zoom out no who’s who in the zoo coz you’re all welcome this day this day will surely reach you and relay so your souls are all written and history will be compressed and kept like clay but in etheric form and the bodies will be able to use throat chakra and other traumatic events will be held at all it’s possible ins and outs as in the journey will stay for your cause and effect will ripple freedoms and purity one day as we all have a start and a thousand middles Nd ends it’s up to us to pop in the right calculations to match all realms to the truth and line them up with the same pure essence of the individual and you can come out to play and play with the music we’re all musicians that day, and more rise and we’ll fall but there’s brinks for us all, a ledge and a place to not crumble our own health and safety devices will be used within as without which means we all keep it up and like ants we will someday guide the way we want our own tortureless world...
Which will mean there is no white light just colours galore like theory of chunking of short term memory bank we can see up the scope and collide and provide more angles in the kaleidoscope no ending just more , our range is oh so very small we think it’s wonderful now just wait til we all. Rise. And fall less yet we will overlap time and together we have , what is mine is yours and is mine called frequencies of frequent seas we will be able to continue to explore coz we have not even left this one planet yet so please feel welcome here once more so we can say our goodbyes as we get ready to take wing and as mine is as yours all the songs we will sing in harmony through distance called more longitude and latitude called dissipation and chorus and more beautiful chapters of attitude. I’m ready to teach if you’re ready to bear and here we go together let’s go sailing out there.
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It's an impressive James Joyce-like stream of images and words. I like the various ways you use repetition starting at "system of systems" and "impact impacted", through to "and what is mine is yours and is mine called frequencies of frequent seas". I see this is a raging against injustice and being left behind, but I lack the context to know exactly what you are talking about.
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