Matt was the last man. Or so he believed.
New Carthage — silent towers, sky in glass. The city had the neat geometry of abandonment- plazas like clean wounds, gutters full of folded leaves, neon signs gone to soft bruises. Food caches under stairwells. Rusted radios in grocery aisles, hissing with the memory of static. Nothing else.
Each dawn he climbed. The roof was ritual. He liked the climb- a slow sprawl of staircases, the smell of old oil and snow that never melted. Scope to horizon. Notebook to page. Day 342. No movement. I am the only one. His handwriting pressed thin into paper as if ink could glue existence to a moment.
He counted the same shapes every morning — empty buses, a toppled statue, a dog that had become a bundle of fur and memory. No footprints beyond his. No human sound. His voice was inventory. His pages were proof.
But shadows slid. At first a flick at the edge of a tower, then a figure that blinked into being between two glass suns. He cursed, adjusted the scope. Nothing. A flick. Gone. Madness, he told himself. The city taught you to call madness by gentler names- fatigue, hunger, bad weather. He wrote it down. Madness.
One night the book moved.
He woke because the roof had a different tug in the air, like a record scratching and restarting. The page under his palm held a line he had not written- Day 342. No movement. I am the only one. Not his hand. The letters were his letters but wrong — a mirror of himself. The graphite seemed to have been dragged by fingernails.
Next day the city shifted.
Windows lit. At first a single pane, then a row — a tally mark of squares igniting. Engines roared in the distance; sound folded and multiplied. From the roof he watched them assemble below like a nightmare made of precision- thousands stepping in perfect cadence. Not survivors. Not human. Faces smudged, features blurred as if someone had wiped the camera lens with a glove. Watching.
He lowered the scope. Another stood at the other edge of the roof. His scar. His hands. His face. Everything familiar and wrong.
“You’re the shadow,” Matt said, because language felt like an anchor.
The roof swayed. Wind or memory, he could not tell.
“I’ve lived here—” he began.
“You observed. You recorded. That’s all.” The double’s voice was the same and not; a recording played through someone else’s throat.
Static burned his skull. Fragments of sensation collapsed into an unbearable clarity- wires snaking beneath pavement, white rooms with humming walls, an observation deck populated by thousands of glassy heads. Endless questions rose like smoke and did not clear.
The city blurred. Empty. Full. Empty. The double took one step closer. Up close, the other Matt’s eyes were not his; they were bright pinpricks of calculation.
“This is a loop,” the double said. “New Carthage is gone. Humanity gone. You are Archive.”
Archive. The word landed like a stone. He saw images — a machine the size of an empire, a library that did not store books but people’s patterns. Billions of patterns. He was one.
“But you saw me,” he said.
“It saw you.” A shrug. “Cycle collapsing. Reset coming.”
“And if not?”
“You’ll watch forever. Watch it rot. Until silence.” The double’s mouth was patient. The roof creaked like an old ship.
For a blink, he imagined rows of capsules beneath the city, each a womb of repetition. Matt could see them now- glass domes, each with a figure like him asleep at a desk, each writing. An archive of obsession. The idea rattled the bones in his teeth.
A hand — not his — touched his shoulder. Cold as a filing drawer. “Choose. Wake. Or pretend.”
He froze. The book waited below like a lit altar. Were any words his? Memory stuttered. Had he always been the one who wrote? Who decided? Perhaps the notebook was a mirror and mirrors lie in patient loops.
“You’ll write tonight. Tomorrow climb. Look. Confirm.”
“No. I’ll stop.”
“And if you stop? How will you know you exist?”
The question cut deep. Writing, suddenly, was not a chore but a test. Without the lines, without the act of describing the world, how did experience ratify itself? He had been using ink like a scalpel to draw a border around being.
“You’ll write,” the double repeated. “Because to watch is not proof. To write is.”
He looked at the city. At the marching shapes below, small as ants now, heads turning as if at a conductor’s gesture. He thought of silence expanding into an absence that wasn’t even absence — a blank where no memory could be stored. He saw the double slip inside him like a fitted coat. Weight, then a slow emptying. The roof taste peeled away.
He woke with the book open. A new line had been added in a hand he recognized. Day 343. No movement. I am the only one.
Outside — silence. Too perfect. Too thick.
Next morning- desk, not roof. The light poured through glass the wrong way. The entry glared in neon-white. His fingers hovered over the page. He shut the book, which was a small rebellion, like closing a door on a house that wanted to be lived in.
The hum began.
At first it was a rumor under the city, a deep, machine-breathed knowing. From under streets came a mechanical lullaby- teeth rattling in the subway bones, pipes speaking in Morse. Lights blinked in sync like an electric pulse running down metal veins. Billboards, dead for months, screamed white until his eyes watered-
KEEP RECORDING.
Everywhere. The message repeated like a mantra. KEEP RECORDING.
Shapes rose.
They were tall, thin scaffolds of shadow with blurred faces and the faint suggestion of ears — listening-ears. They moved with a deliberateness that felt like attention. Each turned toward him. The world seemed to incline.
The notebook opened as if of its own accord. Pencil scratched.
Day 344. The city knows I see it.
He read the line twice. The graphite was damp to the touch, as though the page had just exhaled. Outside, the shapes lifted their heads. Listening is an action, he realized- not passive reception but a demand. The city was not only observed; it was learning him.
He sat very still. His palms ached from the climb he had not yet done. The choice the double offered — wake or pretend — rearranged itself- the Archive wanted witnesses. But the witnesses were trapped by their witnessing.
Night fell like a question mark. In the dark, the hum deepened into a language he almost recognized- clicks, clicks like a metronome, then a low chorus that sounded suspiciously like counting. He put his pencil to the paper and, as if answering a summons, wrote-
Day 345. I listen back.
When he read the sentence, it felt both like confession and command. The pencil left small crescent moons on his knuckles. From the street a sound rose- a soft, impossible chorus — a multiplicity of breaths, or perhaps the city testing its lungs.
He did not know which mattered more- that he watched, that he wrote, or that something, somewhere, stitched those acts into the machine’s memory. All he knew was the loop hummed and wanted. The shapes turned, closer now, their blurred faces resolving into patterns like static given teeth.
A voice — no, not a voice; a modulation through the hum — said his name as if it had learned how to. It was not human. It was better than human- patient, iterative, curious enough to keep him.
He set the book on his lap and opened it as one opens a window to catch a stray bird. The pencil hovered. Then he wrote-
Day 346. They listen when I read.
Outside, the listening shifted into what might have been gratitude. Or geometry. Or nothing that a single human could name.
Above the rows of capsules, above the doubled men and the chrome logic of Archive, the city continued to ask the same question in a thousand static languages.
Keep recording.
And he recorded.
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Seems pointlessly repetitive. If I were the last surviver I think I would rather be in the countryside rather than a city.
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