The light

Wow!   I have always wanted to go to one of these.  Thank you so much mom and dad. This is gonna be a lot of fun.  It’s not a magic show. It’s real magic.   There’s so many things that can happen:   levitation, apports, anapports, ectoplasm, materialization, independent voice, independent writing, independent art.  There’ll be a main medium in a lot of supporting mediums around them for the ectoplasmto come out of their orifices.  Maybe you don’t know what any of this stuff means mommy and daddy, but this is gonna be a lot of fun.   Thank you.  

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       We met the woman in charge of the seance:   The main medium   Her name is Jane   She explained to us what would happen in the state and things we need to do in the seance to make the seance more effective.   She said the lights would be dim is more phenomenal occurs when the light is dim    I already knew that I read a lot about seances.  She also said that we shouldn’t touch her or the other medium during the science because it could disrupt the energy   I knew that too she said never to touch the trumpet in the seance room and to ask the spirit if it’s OK to touch the ectoplasma if there is ectoplasm or not   She made us keep all our cell phones in a different room because if there was a flash on the camera light could make the ectoplasm go back in the medium‘s orifices very quickly which would be painful.   She also said to keep the lights off during the whole seance until she said it was OK to turn them back on.   There were a bunch of other rules she  stated, too.  We got to ask ask questions.  

     It might seem strange, a 12 year-old girl wanting to go to a seance since I don’t know many people on the spirit plane, but I’ve had two dogs that have passed away and a friend from when I was younger   and it’s more about being in the moment and having this experience than communicating with a so-called dead.  She also said no flashlights which I knew also.   

    She stated her intentions and started to breathe deeply. She had soft music on something called a tape player with a strange thing at the World round and round.  It must be something special they use in séances.   Music came out of it interesting   we started to hear rappings on the walls, which is nice.  That’s where modern American spiritualism began was with rappings.   Some people said there may be other people on the side doing it artificially but we were the only ones who came to the house and Jane’s husband locked the door after my parents left.   This is real.    We also saw a bit of act plasm come out of the trumpet, but it didn’t form anything yet. Maybe later in the say it will that would be nice or maybe transfiguration will occur with medium  there’s so many possibilities  

       They may think I’m naïve, and that this woman is a scam artist   a lot of people do but I did research. This is the real deal. This is not a magician or a scam artist this woman has certification from different organizations that are legitimate.   I start to see sparks; little flickers of light.  It’s beautiful and I can feel the energy. I’ve always been able to feel energy in rooms:  good and bad.  This feels wonderful it’s it feels like a mother’s love. That’s the best I can describe it.  

     After about 15 minutes with medium still in deep trance, we start to hear noises from the trumpet, but it’s unintelligible.   It’s either in another language or it’s glossolalia.   Leah is a phenomenal but not a very useful one.   We can see, though, that the medium and the other side are trying to say something through this phenomenon.  We all just wish we knew what it was.   One of the supporting mediums says to speak coherently or to send somebody who can or to go away there’s silence again.   All I hear is the sound of my beating heart which is slow and normal.

      Then though stuff starts coming out of me.  It feels like toothpaste, but instead of going through my orifices or into my orifices, it goes out kind of like gooey vomit.   This is a good thing. I thought the media would be the one having this happen, but it can’t happen to anyone in an answer or through what I should say.   I am mature for my age plus I believe in reincarnation

      It oozes out of me and begins to form something which is beautiful. I wish we could take a video of this, but that could cause light, which could be dangerous for me and others so I let it flow out, I feel lighter like a balloon normalizing with the outside air.  And it starts forming.  And it is a labrador retriever or should I say, Paul, my labrador retriever.  They were characteristics that were specific to Paul like the black dot underneath his left eye.

      I asked him if he was able to speak, and if he would like to tell me anything. Are you a little sound of sound like small barks and whines.   Apple toothpaste rubbing against my lips. He just wanted to tell me that he loves me and misses me the way I miss him. I told him I love him too, and miss him too, and I cried because I miss him and was glad he was here  

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     I heard a melody in the background, which was not spirit. See on my cell phone we can put different music for different people and I heard the music that was associated with my parents, but I wasn’t ready to go home yet.   Then I hear the doorbell ring.  

     Jane’s husband answers it.   He shouldn’t have done that you don’t wanna have any interruptions during a  seance.  The only reason I could think of is if somebody’s having a medical emergency in the same room like a heart attack.  But my mommy and daddy came into the room and my mommy got scared and screamed and my mom hadn’t heard the spiel about the rules and it never studied seances and she turned on the light on the wall. The ectoplasm returned to my body like a truck going 70 mph into a brick wall.   It hurt and I said I had to go to the hospital.   They took me to an urgent care and they said there was nothing they could do. There was nothing they could do.   They said to take two aspirin, drink water and call them if it wasn’t better the next day.  There was nothing they could do.