Little Bird

Historical Fiction LGBTQ+ Speculative

Written in response to: "Include the line “Who are you?” or “Are you real?” in your story." as part of What Makes Us Human? with Susan Chang.

The smell of stale beer and chewing tobacco was violently replaced by crushed jasmine, baked stone, and the metallic taste of blood in his mouth. Elias gasped, his lungs filling with an impossibly dry, hot air. He wasn't on the sticky floor of The Rusty Spoke anymore. He was on a cool, tiled mosaic.

He pushed himself up, his head throbbing with a rhythm that matched a distant, rhythmic clatter. Was it hoofbeats? No, it was hammers. He blinked, his vision swimming. Above him, a sky of deep, impossible indigo was pricked with stars that looked sharp enough to cut. High walls of whitewashed stone surrounded him, and in the distance, the silhouette of a massive bridge arched across a gleaming river.

His historian's brain stuttered to life before the rest of him could catch up. Horseshoe arches. Geometric tilework. The river… the Guadalquivir. The knowledge arrived with the quiet certainty of four years of study about Moorish Spain, and it was far more terrifying to be staring at the subject of his dissertation in real life than ignorance would have been.

Elias scrambled to his feet, his sneakers slipping on the smooth tilework. Panic, cold and sharp, clawed at his throat. This wasn't a hallucination. The sensory details were too precise. The taste of dust in the air, the sound of rushing water, the oppressive heat of the night. they were all a pile-up of sensations pressing against his skin like a hand.

"What is this?" a voice rumbled, low and smooth, like stones grinding together in a riverbed. "A djinn sent to test me?"

Elias spun around, stumbling back. Standing in the archway of the courtyard was a mountain of a man. He was everything Elias wasn’t. A massive tower, at least six-foot-four, and exuding the sheer mass and raw power of his size as he approached the anomaly that spontaneously materialized in his courtyard. His tunic was of fine silk, yet it strained across the breadth of his shoulders. A thick, dark beard about four inches long and neatly manicured covered a jaw that could have been carved from the same stone as the walls. His eyes were dark, drilling into Elias with an intensity that made his knees soften.

"Who... who are you?" Elias demanded, his voice shaking. The South Dakota accent sounded absurd in this place with its flat vowels bouncing off tenth-century stonework. "Where am I?"

The man’s response came in a torrent of Arabic that hit Elias like a wall of sound. The words were rapid, guttural, and shaped by a mouth that had never encountered the flattened vowels of a Midwestern American accent. Elias caught fragments of his speech: djinn, samaa, and gharib. But the living language bore only a passing resemblance to the Classical Arabic he had spent four years reading in a silent, climate-controlled study room. Written Arabic was geometric, precise, angular, and parseable. Spoken Arabic, delivered at conversational speed by a man the size of a siege engine, on the other hand was a flooding river. The consonants crashed into each other, the vowels shifted and elongated in ways his textbooks had never prepared him for, and the dialect, which was thick with Andalusi inflections, Berber loanwords, and Visigothic remnants, was its own creature entirely.

“I don’t…” Elias held up his hands, the universal gesture of incomprehension. “Slower. Please. Abta’a.” The word for “slower” came out mangled, his modern pronunciation butchering the emphatic consonants. He sounded, he imagined, like a man trying to speak French after learning it exclusively from a Berlitz phrasebook printed in 1987.

The man stopped mid-sentence. His dark eyes narrowed, not with anger but with the intense, calculating focus of a man encountering a new sort of puzzle. He stepped closer, the lamplight carving deep shadows beneath his cheekbones, and spoke again, slower this time, deliberately, as if testing the edges of a blade.

Min ayna anta?Where are you from?

Elias understood that. The phrase was close enough to the textbook pronunciation that his brain could parse it, though the Andalusi accent rounded the vowels in unfamiliar ways. “From… far,” he managed in Arabic, the words feeling clumsy and thick on his tongue. “Ba’id. Ba’id jiddan.” Very far.

The man’s eyebrow rose. The Arabic that came from the stranger’s mouth was recognizable but incorrect. It was the pronunciation of a man who had learned the language from the page rather than the ear. The grammar was correct, even elegant in places, but the accent was alien, as if someone had taken the bones of the language and dressed them in foreign skin.

Hal tatakallam al-’Arabiyya?” the man asked. Do you speak Arabic?

Qalilan,” Elias admitted. A little. In truth, he had spent two semesters studying Modern Standard Arabic at SDSU, supplemented by four years of reading Classical Arabic texts in the original. He could parse the tenth-century legal documents of the Caliphal Court with reasonable accuracy. He could identify the grammatical structures of a Quranic passage. He could read the poetry of Ibn Hazm and recognize, if not fully appreciate, the wordplay. What he could not do was hold a conversation with a living, breathing speaker of the language, because the Arabic of his graduate studies had been a thing embalmed in ink, pressed flat between pages, stripped of the breath and spit and rhythm that made it a spoken tongue.

The mans muttered something under his breath that Elias didn’t catch, though the tone suggested mild exasperation in the universal register of a man who has found a stray animal and is trying to determine if it is dangerous.

Then the man tried something else. This time the words had a different, flowing texture, the vowels open and Latinate. Elias’ ears pricked. Something in the cadence was familiar, but the pronunciation was nothing like what he had encountered in a modern classroom.

Quis es tu?

Latin. Rough, heavily accented, mangled by a tongue more comfortable with Arabic sibilants, but unmistakably Latin.

Elias’ heart surged. He had taken four years of Latin as an undergraduate, a requirement for the medieval history program that he had resented at the time and would now, standing in a moonlit courtyard a thousand years from his nearest classroom, have paid any price to have studied more diligently.

Ego sum Elias,” he said, the words tumbling out in the stilted, textbook Latin of a university student. “Peregrinus. A terra longinqua.” I am Elias. A traveler. From a distant land.

The man’s face shifted. The suspicion didn’t leave though, and it would never fully leave; but it was joined by something else. Curiosity. He had found something interesting, and interesting things, in this world, were things to be kept.

Latinus,” the man said, the word rolling off his tongue with the specific disdain that educated Muslims of the Middle Ages reserved for the language of the Church. He spoke it the way a sommelier might speak of a box wine. But he spoke it. The Latin was rough, utilitarian, with the vocabulary of a military commander who had negotiated truces and prisoner exchanges with Christian kingdoms across the northern frontier. It was not the Latin of Cicero or Augustine. It was the Latin of the battlefield – blunt, functional, and designed to communicate the essentials: surrender, ransom, retreat.

Together they built a bridge of broken Latin and fractured Arabic, each man contributing planks from his own imperfect knowledge. When the Latin failed, which it did frequently, particularly around abstract concepts, Elias tried Occitan, the Romance language of southern France that he had studied for a semester as part of his coursework on the troubadour tradition. The man’s eyes lit up in recognition. The Andalusian courts had regular contact with the Occitan-speaking territories of Languedoc and Aquitaine, and the language, while not the man’s own native tongue, was familiar enough that he could follow the general shape of Elias’ meaning.

The man’s questions, translated through this tripartite filter, were direct and practical. Where are you from? How did you get here? Are you armed? Do you have a master? The last question made Elias’ stomach drop, though he lacked the vocabulary to explain why.

Non habeo dominum,” Elias said. I have no master. The Latin felt absurdly formal for the situation. He was a man in sneakers and a faded SDSU t-shirt, declaring his independence to a medieval nobleman in a moonlit courtyard. But the words mattered. In this period, a man without a master was either a lord or a vagrant, and the distinction determined whether you were fed or flogged.

The man studied Elias for a long, silent moment. His dark eyes moved from the strange, close-fitting garments to the sneakers, to the pale skin that had clearly never seen hard labor under the Andalusian sun. Whatever the man saw, it was not a lord. But it was not, apparently, a vagrant either. It was something else entirely. Elias was a category of man the man had not previously encountered and was now, with the predatory patience that defined him, deciding how to classify.

Veni mecum,” the man said at last. Come with me. The Latin was a command, rather than an invitation. He turned toward the arched corridor without waiting to see if Elias would follow, his silk robe rustling over the tiles with the authority of a man who expected the world to arrange itself according to his wishes.

Elias followed. Not because he wanted to, but because the alternative choice to stand alone in a tenth-century courtyard in sneakers and a faded t-shirt, unable to speak the local language with any fluency, in a city he had only ever known as a chapter heading, was worse than whatever lay at the end of the corridor.

They moved through a series of arched corridors, the air shifting from the stifling dry heat outside to the cooler interiors of the structure. The walls were lined with intricate geometric patterns, the tilework glowing in the light of brass sconces. Elias stumbled, his sneakers catching on the edge of a fine rug, but the man didn't slow down, hauling him upright with a rough jerk that sent a spike of pain through his shoulder.

They entered a chamber that made Elias’ breath hitch. It was open to the night sky on one side, a private courtyard with a fountain in the center that trickled musically over blue tiles. Low divans were piled with silken cushions of ruby and emerald, and the air smelled of roasted lamb and cumin. A majlis, Elias thought, the Arabic word surfacing unbidden. A private receiving room.

The man laughed, a deep, resonant sound that seemed to vibrate through the soles of Elias' sneakers. He took a step forward, the hem of his silk robe rustling over the tiles.

"Welcome to Cordoba, little bird," the man said in Latin, his eyes raking over Elias’ strange, tight-fitting clothes: the denim jeans, the faded SDSU t-shirt, his sneakers.

Cordoba. This word alone sent shockwaves through his historian's brain, scattering data like shrapnel. But which Cordoba? The emirate of the ninth century, fractured and bleeding from muwallad rebellions? The Caliphate of the tenth, at its golden zenith? The taifa ruin of the eleventh? He needed a date like a drowning man desperately needs oxygen.

"What year?" Elias asked, the Latin clumsy on his tongue. "Quis annus?"

The man’s brow furrowed. He answered in Arabic, but the numbers were clear enough. Numbers, after all, were the one thing that translated without ambiguity across the linguistic wreckage between them. Three. One. Four. The Hijri calendar. Elias's mind raced through the conversion he had performed a thousand times in footnotes: 314 Anno Hegirae, or the year of the Hijrah.Approximately 927 Anno Domini, the year of Our Lord on the Christian calendar.

The bottom dropped out of his stomach. 927. Two years before the proclamation. Abd al-Rahman III would be on the throne – still an emir. Elias was standing in the prelude to the declaration of the Caliphate.

Servants materialized from the shadows, their eyes downcast, their movements silent and practiced. They bore silver trays heavy with flagons of water and plates of glistening olives, soft flatbreads, and roasted meats dusted with spices that made Elias’ nose twitch. The man waved a hand, a casual gesture of direction, and the servants arranged the feast on a low table beside Elias before melting back into the walls.

He lowered himself onto the divan. The furniture groaned under his weight. He watched Elias with a predatory stillness, his dark eyes glinting in the lamplight.

"Eat," he commanded. “You are too small.”

Elias’ hands trembled as he reached for a goblet. He didn't care what was in it; his throat felt like it had been scrubbed raw. He brought it to his lips, expecting water, but the liquid that hit his tongue was dark, sweet, and surprisingly potent – wine, richer and heavier than anything he'd ever tasted. He coughed, sputtering slightly, and a drop of the red liquid rolled down his chin.

The man leaned forward, his eyes tracking the drop like a hawk. With a rough, calloused thumb, he wiped it from Elias’ skin, then brought his thumb to his own mouth, tasting it with a smirk. The gesture was intimate, possessive, and terrifying.

He poured more wine into Elias’ goblet, the dark red liquid splashing slightly over the rim. "Little bird, I can taste the strangeness on you."

Elias looked at the wine, then at the large, terrifying man who watched him with such hunger. The alcohol was hitting him now, a warm, dulling blanket softening the sharp edges of his fear.

"Elias," the man repeated, testing the name on his tongue as if it were a strange, exotic fruit. He swirled the wine in his own goblet, his dark eyes never leaving Elias’ face. "Do not lie to me. Where is this land of yours? Is it in the land of the Franks? Or Beyond the sea?"

Elias let out a short, hysterical laugh, the sound echoing off the stone walls. The wine was settling into his limbs, making them heavy and loose, disconnecting him from the sheer impossibility of what he was seeing and touching. "No," he said, his head falling back against the cool silk of a cushion. "It's... far. West. Way across the ocean. A thousand years from here."

The man paused, the goblet halfway to his lips. He studied Elias intently, looking for the madness in his eyes, but instead finding only a blunt sincerity. “A thousand years from now…” The man murmured, “…you defied time,” then a slow, crooked smile spread across his bearded face. "The poets speak of such things, but I never thought to hold one in my own hand."

At last the large man finally introduced himself. “I am called Ibrahim al-Andalusi," the man said, his voice dropping an octave, vibrating in the small space between them. He didn't look like a man who needed to introduce himself; he looked like a man who expected the world to already know. "And you are a long, long way from home."

He tipped the flagon until the dark wine reached the rim of Elias’ cup. "If you are a gift from Allah, then I should keep you here. If you are merely a madman with a silver tongue, I should keep you drunk until you make sense."

Elias drank again, the sweetness cloying on his tongue as Ibrahim’s echoed in his head. The warmth of the wine spread through his veins until the fear he had been feeling in Ibrahim's presence was just a background hum.

"Come here," Ibrahim said, his voice dropping to a low growl, slapping his hand on the divan in the universal signal of accompaniment.

The command pulled at something deep inside Elias, a compulsion that was completely foreign to him. The wine had turned his limbs to water, and he found himself sliding off the cushions and going to Ibrahim.

Ibrahim didn't move. He sat like a king on a throne, his legs spread, his posture radiating an authority that felt absolute. As Elias drew near, Ibrahim's hand shot out, tangling in his hair and guiding him down to the floor. He pulled just enough to direct; just enough to make the hierarchy unmistakable. Elias was kneeling between Ibrahim's powerful thighs before he fully understood how he'd gotten there.

"You are soft," Ibrahim murmured, his free hand running down the side of Elias’ cheek, his thumb scraping against the stubble on Elias’ jaw. "Like silk over steel. What an interesting paradox."

Ibrahim's grip in Elias’ hair tightened for a fraction of a second, his knuckles white against the strands of dirty blond hair. His eyes, dark and burning, raked down the younger man's throat to the vulnerable pulse beating there. The air in the room thickened, charged with a violence that hovered on a knife's edge of something else entirely.

"You need this," Ibrahim murmured, "The world is too sharp for creatures like us. We must dull the edges."

He set the goblet aside, his hand cupping Elias’ face, the calluses scraping against his smooth skin. His thumbs traced the line of Elias’ jaw, his dark eyes stripping away every layer of confusion, fear, and history, until there was nothing left but the two of them in a room lit by a brazier.

Ibrahim's mouth crashed against Elias’, tasting of dark wine and pomegranates. There was no tentativeness in it, only the crushing pressure of a man who had spent a lifetime taking what he wanted.

Elias gasped, the sound swallowed by the heat of Ibrahim's mouth, and his hands flew up to clutch at Ibrahim's shoulders, his fingers digging into the muscle as if the man were the only solid thing in a dissolving world as they melted into the divan.

Posted Mar 28, 2026
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