SPECULATION

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SPECULATION- Start ‘on’ the beginning

“Write…..write….write about me” …. “and let people know that they’re not wasting their time”!

‘And so I will’! To my few followers, I apologise that the subject matter relates to reincarnation again, but when I see bad things happening(“which is unfortunately quite often now”!), I think, “don’t they realise that this is going to affect their ‘future lives’, and possibly other people’s lives, wether they’re animals or humans”, or do they merely, and conveniently” dismiss this idea of reincarnation, by shrugging-off any religious threat, saying “I don’t believe in ‘all that’ religious nonsense”, and therefore they think that they are exempt from any repercussions?

Cruelty to animals is always upsetting to see, and I think how would they(their abusers’)feel, if they then later learned, that that animal, that they were previously beating, or they were cruelly mis-treating, had the soul of a deceased, and previously loved relative, or a previous best friend! “Is the way that we behave, as a human, a reflection of how we we’re treated as an animal”? Is, for an example, a person’s claustrophobic behaviour caused by once being in a tight cage/space, is a person’s mental behaviour caused by an anxious confusion of previous life events, that they have trouble adjusting to in this current lifetime? How they were once treated, will definitely affect how they are today, especially if they still behold those past memories?

“The whole experience of being in a deep coma, and living through it, was an experience that “Sometimes questions life’s purpose, and I can only think(“with a youthful mind”), that life is like a board game, where the nature of the game is to be good, thoughtful and kind on all habitual planets, before you’re then excepted onto another habitual planet, and to progress from planet to planet you have to answer questions and successfully complete different scenarios, to venture through the Universe(“which could have hundreds or thousands of planets that support a life form”!?) and you get perfected every time, until your souls(“which could be hundreds or thousands of years old”?)……………. “I don’t know the next bit”! “It doesn’t sound a very exciting game anyway”!

(“Is there one very big party at the end of all existence,

where you get to view all of your previous lifetimes”?)

“I like to think that I’m an intelligent soul, but I cannot claim that I am a ‘brain-box’, and that I claim to know everything, because I certainly don’t, and I currently have a brain, which has a very short memory, but the belief in reincarnation, is not because of being brainwashed by religion, nor another person, and it is my own personal belief, which is based upon the images that I experienced and witnessed, whilst I was in my deep coma! This life is not the end of a book, and it’s only the end of another chapter, that will eventually go into the book”!

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The hope, that my existence could continue in this current world, would have seemed to be a very unlikely survival with this type of brain haemorrhage, but I begged to remain alive, to a voice that was heard deep with-in my injured brain, but I never saw a face that was attached to this voice!

The experience was very strange, confusing, but it would be very enlightening, and the message, that I could finally accept, was that God(or the belief in the existence of God) was endorsed with his vocal presence, and those earlier infant years, when I was threatened with the words ‘behave, because God is watching you’, wasn’t just an idle threat, and I’m glad that I did behave now, because this God bloke also had the ability to smack your bum apparently!!!

‘Of course’, trying to digest the very unusual, strange and eerie sights and sound’s wasn’t an instantaneous one, but witnessing some of my visions coming true endorses this belief, and I see thousands worldwide looking to the skies praying, attending churches, making the sign of the cross before there football Match begins, or in many other sports, and I am sure that they’re not wasting their time-“as long as they’re thankful for their ability and for the individual to play well, because it’s obvious that other team members don’t agree with this ritual, when the team don’t connect well, and they lose!

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It wasn’t until some of the images, that I had experienced during the early recovery days, actually becoming true, at a later date, would this belief be endorsed further, and the most amazing images that I would experience, involved two cars/automobiles!

‘Suddenly I was sitting behind the wheel of a car/ automobile,’ “I don’t know how I transferred into it, nor did I understand the significance of driving it, but I was now driving it through country lanes, that were on a familiar route in the countryside, and the first thing that I noted, was that the steering wheel was too thin, and the steering wheel was quite big! I was driving at a reasonable speed (‘approximately 40 miles per hour’) and it was not a very confident drive around the corners, because it would lean outwards or inwards, which would question it’s stability, and a concern about hitting oncoming traffic! It was a manual gearbox, and the gearstick was very thin and I didn’t really like the colour, that could be seen on the bonnet, which was a powdery blue;

I was then in another car, I didn’t know how I transferred into it, nor did I know what car it was, but in my central mirror I could see that the car that I had been driving before was a FORD FIESTA, and it was about three years old;

I was in another car now, and again, I had no idea as to the make or model away of this car, but it felt superior, much superior, and it had a thicker and sportier leather steering wheel, a grey, but sporty interior, and the drive was much more convincing.

I was then in the back of a hospital ambulance, and I was looking out of the rear window, and at the cars that I had recently drove, and there was the blue FORD FIESTA, and the car, that I had just driven was a sporty looking VAUXHALL NOVA.

The ambulance, that I was in, was driving quite fast and the two cars that I had just driven, were getting more difficult to see, but the experience was never forgotten…………….. “Andrew, Andrew”……

“Do you want tea or coffee, and you have a visitor I think”?

“But, first I need an answer to the choice of your drink “!

I did have a visitor, and it was my Fiancée, and out of the corner of my eye, I could see that the tea trolley lady was waiting for my answer….."should I have tea or coffee……coffee or tea,

I don’t really know which one is better for me,

Am I feeling drowsy, then coffee is probably best,

but tea is more relaxing if I want to rest”!

“What do you think I should have Laura”? I asked pathetically,

“I don’t know, what do you fancy, but hurry up, she’ll be gone in a minute”, she replied with a sigh!

“Can I have a cup of coffee please, no sugar, and with milk please”…………

but as she was about to make it I said “No, can I change my mind, and I’ll have a cup of tea instead

please”?……………. The tea trolley lady just smiled, and repeated my order…… “so, that’s tea', white, with no

sugar”? And just as she was about to pour the tea, I said cheekily, “no, actually can I have a coffee”, luckily she

smiled, knowing that I was only joking, whilst my Fiancee scowled at me and said “you’ll have it poured over

your head in a minute”!

Laura received a drink, and then she said, with seriousness in her voice “I need to speak with you about

something”;

“What’s that”? I grunted, with my new voice,

“Well, since you were admitted into this hospital, and I have been driving, to work, and then all of the way up to here afterwards, the milage on the car are 200 miles per day, and this car’s engine is worn out, and the head-gasket has gone, and the oil is pumping out of it, and so I have been looking at newer cars……… “one car is a FORD FIESTA IN BLUE, and the other car is a VAUXHALL NOVA in grey/silver, but I wanted you to make the decision of which one to choose, I’ll let you think about it for a day or two”;

“No need”, I replied promptly, which surprised her, because I am normally quite indecisive, but I was very sure, and very adamant about the answer…… “Definitely the VAUXHALL NOVA” I said, and she was surprised by my very quick reply, and looked at her Dad for his approval maybe?

“I’ll get it tomorrow, if I can then” she replied with a smile!

Decisions, such as those, are also based upon instinct, or from a ‘gut-response’ that could have been experienced successfully in the past maybe?

The Universe is, or can be a writer’s playground- “what’s out there”? - “you tell me”?