Empty nest. Broken dreams. A single mom rediscovers her inner compass on the Potomac shores, guided by an ancient arrowhead and the captivating marsh man who found it.
Katie Young thought she had it all figured out. A fresh start in sunny Florida, a new husband, a thriving career. But life, like the tide, has a way of shifting course. Forced back to Virginia by the tragic loss of her mother, the family river house becomes her refuge from a storm no one saw coming.
Heartbroken and adrift, Katie explores the river on her dadâs old boat, questioning whereâand with whomâshe truly feels at home. Rekindled friendships around the beach bonfire spark new dreams in the little town of Occoquan.
But when a neighborâs development threatens an eagle's nest, Katie finds herself fighting for her heart, her land, and a future she never dared to imagine. As the lovelorn cicadas emerge from decades in the dark, can Katie chart a new course toward a forever love?
The Cicada Spring, the first in the Potomac Shores series, is a coming-of-middle-age story about second chances, the enduring bonds of friendship, and the power of nature to heal and guide us home.
Empty nest. Broken dreams. A single mom rediscovers her inner compass on the Potomac shores, guided by an ancient arrowhead and the captivating marsh man who found it.
Katie Young thought she had it all figured out. A fresh start in sunny Florida, a new husband, a thriving career. But life, like the tide, has a way of shifting course. Forced back to Virginia by the tragic loss of her mother, the family river house becomes her refuge from a storm no one saw coming.
Heartbroken and adrift, Katie explores the river on her dadâs old boat, questioning whereâand with whomâshe truly feels at home. Rekindled friendships around the beach bonfire spark new dreams in the little town of Occoquan.
But when a neighborâs development threatens an eagle's nest, Katie finds herself fighting for her heart, her land, and a future she never dared to imagine. As the lovelorn cicadas emerge from decades in the dark, can Katie chart a new course toward a forever love?
The Cicada Spring, the first in the Potomac Shores series, is a coming-of-middle-age story about second chances, the enduring bonds of friendship, and the power of nature to heal and guide us home.
August 2019
They were down to the last goodbye. The dorm room, a small space with twins of everythingâdesks, chairs, bedsâwas already partially filled with boxes shipped in advance. Katie squeezed past Belleâs suitcases to look out the window, wondering if she could spy the East River, but was greeted by a close-up view of the adjacent apartments.
âWell, thatâs the last of it,â Belle said. âDonât you need to get to the airport?â
Katie closed the blinds and stiffened. She wanted to make the bed, fluff the pillows, ensure everything was in its proper place, especially the hypoallergenic, bedbug-proof mattress protector. But she knew this was one of those moments when saying nothing was probably best. It wasnât her turn or her place anymore, and if she tried, she might cry.
She put one foot in front of the other, her eyes focused on the elevator at the other end of the hall as she rolled her carry-on down the narrow corridor past other doting parents. So many couples and families. So many proud, smiling faces happily accepting a gaping chasm in the foundation of their lives. This wasnât a rite of passage. It was a life quake.
Katie had always supported and encouraged her daughterâs interests. New York City was like oxygen to her seventeen-year-old, who had dreamed of attending college here ever since their first Broadway show. When Belle got accepted into the performing arts school, they had danced around the house to the Fame and Flashdance soundtracks. Be careful what you wish for. Some dreams do come true.
Katie felt the unstoppable shift as the life she had spent nearly two decades building and tending became a part of her daughterâs childhood memoriesâthe small townhouse walking distance to Belleâs schools, the commute from Virginia into DC in the old minivan, the tech job with its never-ending cycle of upgrades and releases. It was stable, consistent, and the best she could do raising a child on her own. Today, the âon her ownâ part was hitting home. There was no home without Belle.
âMom. Earth to Mom.â Belle pushed the elevator button and squeezed Katieâs arm. âGive me five minutes. I just want to meet my roommate, okay? Iâll see you outside. Love ya.â
Belle gave Katie a quick peck on the cheek. So quick, as if someone might mistake the annoyingly nurturing yet oddly mute woman for someone that Belle might actually need. This was just another handoff of sorts, she told herself as the elevator descended ten floors. She had provided Belle with all the necessary training and preparation. Katie was a master of successful launches as an IT systems director, and she had intentionally made herself dispensable. They were rightfully moving from the implementation phase to the run-and-maintain phase, that was all. But it was happening too fast.
As Katie waited on the sidewalk, she imagined moving into one of the pricey brownstones that faced the old brick dorm, a converted hotel from the 1920s. She could make Belleâs life easierâdo her laundry, cook dinner, keep the bedbugs away. A few minutes later, two young women waved to the doorman and hugged like best friends under the green awning. Katieâs heart did a somersault when she realized the taller student in a leotard and leggings, hair pulled back into a sleek ballet bun, was her daughter. She watched as Belle slipped on the familiar jerseyââCoffee and Choreographyââthe one from the regional dance championship last summer when her squad had placed second.
This was it. The final moment. Katie wanted to run, to prolong the inevitable, but it was too late. Belle headed toward her with a brisk gait of freedom and confidence, all lean arms and legs in a hurry, and a huge smile Katie tried to mimic. Belle had already stepped over the line into her new life.
âMom, my roommateâs so awesome! Sheâs a âMainiacââlike from Maine! How cool is that? Her uncle has a lobster boat!â
Belle had spent countless hours on her grandparentsâ boat, the Potomac Princess, and water was in her blood as much as dance. The fun memories seemed so distant now as Katie took in her daughter, trying to capture everything from head to toe. She watched as Belle put her arms through the straps of her pink leather backpack. Katie instinctively reached around to check the zippers, reminding her to keep her wallet in the center section.
âYouâve got the mace from your dad?â Katieâs ex-husband planned to visit Belle for parentsâ weekend to coincide with a conference in the city.
Belle rolled her eyes. âYes, Mom.âÂ
âAnd your subway pass?âÂ
Belleâs mouth twisted into a mix of a grin and a scowl. âItâs an app, Mom.â She held up her phone. âIâve got to be at orientation in thirty minutes. Itâs on the west side of campus, so I need to, um, leave.â
âOh, well, I could walk with you?â Katie asked optimistically. She felt like a lost dog, unsure of what to do without someone holding the leash. Their Old English sheepdog, Darwin, had planted himself between the growing line of suitcases and the front door as if he could herd Belle away from greener pastures. Even the dog shared Katieâs mindset.
âMom, Iâm walking with Tate.â Belle motioned toward the girl leaning against the building, head bent over her cell phone.
âOh, well. . . .â The tears were just under the surface, and Katie battled to suppress them. Itâs not the end. Itâs not the end. Itâs not the end. She pulled Belle into her, breathing in her hair while fervently saying a silent prayer that she would see and touch her again soon. She smiled and kissed her cheek. But she couldnât let go.
âIâll text you after orientation,â Belle said, as she extracted herself from Katieâs arms and backed away, eyeing her mother as if she feared she would collapse. She mouthed âI love youâ and blew a kiss.
Katie held her suitcase with her legs and caught the imaginary kiss in two hands, bringing it to her heart. She gulped for air and, in a single exhale, said, âIâll text you when I board my flight. I love you, too, superstar.â
And with a small wave, she released her daughter into the world.Â
âThe world is your oyster, Katie,â Ben said facetiously, slathering another squishy shellfish with horseradish and a spritz of lemon juice at an oyster bar in the harbor.
Katie and her brother were rarely in the same time zone, and sheâd received his text in the cab on the way to LaGuardia: âHey sis, how you holding up? Momâs worried about you. Come to Boston for the weekend. I go back to Delhi Sunday night.â By the time the cab had arrived at the airport, Katie had changed her flight.
Her little brother, who towered over her at six-foot-three, had lured her with the promise of sailing and a Beethoven symphony at the Hatch Shell. Three hours later, Katie had Ubered directly to his forty-two-foot yacht, one of the few he could stand up in and manage single-handedly in the ocean. He usually traveled a lot as a cofounder of a successful software company, and heâd never been interested in putting down real roots, the kind on a firm foundation of soil, anyway. He lived aboard SeaQueL at Constitution Marina but sailed the blue water Catalina south in the winter.
Katie tapped her local craft IPA against Benâs and took a big sip. âItâs Belleâs oyster now, not mine. Being without her is going to hit me even harder when I get back home. But it really helped to be out on open water today. Sometimes you forget how quickly you can change your point of view.âÂ
That afternoon, they had sailed between the islands and out past the iconic Boston Light into Massachusetts Bay. Since theyâd gotten a later start, they settled for seafood back onshore instead of whale watching. They sat at an outdoor picnic table in the Seaport District around the corner from the cityâs aquarium and art museum.
âAnd Mom was okay with you extending your trip?âÂ
Their mother was often abroad, too, as the owner of a heritage travel agency. Katie was the constant, the caretaker, the one who watered her motherâs aloe plants and watched her cats while she was traveling.
 âShe owes me! And Darwin doesnât bother her cats. She loves to know weâre hanging out together, you know that. She always says, âYou never really value your siblings until your parents are gone.â But I want you to know I value you now. Youâve got a kick-ass boat!â
âSheâs a beauty, for sure.â
The server arrived to spread out big sheets of parchment paper. They leaned back and groaned happily as he dumped the clambake onto their table, a heaping of lobsters, mussels, clams, potatoes, and corn on the cob. They settled in with their crackers and bowls of warm butter. What a difference a flight made.Â
âWell, itâs your turn, Katie. Whatâs your plan now that Belle is launched?â
âSo says the consummate bachelor. Paying tuition is my plan,â Katie said flatly. She knew wanderlust fueled her brotherâs veins, but she wasnât used to being untethered. It seemed as if anything was possibleâan uncomfortable sensation she hadnât felt in many years. Today, sheâd flown in a different direction and turned her day around. Could I really do the same thing with an entire life?Â
Katieâs phone dinged, and she reached for it, hoping to hear from Belle, but it was just another text from that relentless recruiter. The position seemed like a long shot, and Katie had promised to respond next week after she got her daughter off to college.
âEverything okay?â Ben asked.
She picked at the label on her beer bottle. âYes. No. I donât know. Thereâs this job opportunity, but itâs in Miami. I just donât know whether I should pursue it. If I got it, it would mean leaving Mom, and Iâm not sure I can do that.â She told Ben about the recruiter from a cruise line who had been pursuing her for the past couple of months. Sheâd finally agreed to a virtual interview, but the recruiter was pushing her to schedule it in person.
âThrow off the bowlines, sea sister! You can always say no. Mom and Dad left their hometown, and so did I. If you stay at the dock, you might always wonder what distant shores you could reach.â Ben had a boat quote, or two or three, for every occasion, which often merged into something that sounded like sage advice from a drunken pirate. âHome is where your anchor drops.â
âShut up and eat your lobster, Captain,â Katie teased, throwing a lobster claw at him. âYou were born a programmer, not a poet.â
That evening, Katie sat in the cockpit rereading her texts with Belle, a running update about her class schedule, professors, and new friends topped off with pictures of her decorated dorm room. Katie zoomed in to make sure Belle had made her bed. Everything was as it should be.Â
âArenât you chilly?â Ben handed her a checkered blanket from the cabin to ward off the New England air that already hinted of autumn in August, and then returned to his floating office below.Â
Katie looked around at the city lights illuminating the harbor in a soft glow. On the adjacent dock, the tall masts of the frigate ship USS Constitution, the oldest ship still afloat, stood in stark contrast to the modern sailboats and powerboats. Just beyond was the white pillar of Bunker Hill Monument, a granite memorial to one of the first battles in the Revolutionary War. The historic markers proclaimed that time would stand still in this port, on that hill, forever recognizing the significance of what took place there.
Katie realized she didnât even have a photograph to mark this monumental day. She wanted to cling to it forever, but she couldnât drop an anchor or cement it to the ground. A snapshot wouldnât do it justice, anyway. This parenting rite of passage was one of many milestones that had already passed, a bright bulb in the string of colorful lights of a life well-lived. Although there were dark gaps between each light, the rope was always there, connecting one to the next.Â
Katie looked at her phone again, scanning the texts from the recruiter. She drafted a response, her thumbs wavering as she reviewed her words: âI can be there in person on Monday. Please text me the address.â She selected the enter key, gingerly stepping onto the tightrope, and then sent her message into the darkness.
Katie Young is a devoted single mother. At the start of Carolyn McBrideâs Potomac Shores novel, The Cicada Spring, Katieâs daughter, Belle, is just beginning her university studies. Katie is left somewhat lost, lonely, and struggling to adapt to a very different life from that she has lived for the past 17 years. Snatching the chance of a fresh start in Florida, Katie thinks she has conquered empty nest syndrome and shaped a dream future with a fabulous new job and a new love. But real life isnât a dream. As the tide turns, Katie is forced back to her home in Virginia to deal with her mother's tragic death and to find a way through a series of storms she never saw coming.
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Carolyn McBride had me hooked on her story right from the Prologue. Not only was the detail about the periodical cicada fascinating, but her descriptive phrasing marks her as an accomplished wordsmith. If entomology texts were written in such musical language, I might read them! And then, at the start of Chapter 1, Carolyn broke my heart, compelling me to weep for Katie as she struggled with a painful parting while also celebrating launching her daughter into an exciting new life stage. McBride succeeds magnificently in bringing her characters to life, taking readers into their world and into Katieâs heart and mind.
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As the story progresses, McBride transports her readers first to Miami, and on a tour of the exotic islands off the Florida coastline. Finding love again, Katie thrills in life aboard a yacht, new friendships and seemingly endless days of sunshine and partying. She tries valiantly to ignore the dark shadows that threaten, certain she can overcome the challenges that she believes inevitably accompany change, untilâŚ
As COVID casts its ugly shadow over an unprepared world, Katie is compelled to return to Virginia, and McBride delights us with beautiful descriptions of the little town of Occoquan and the Belmont Bay area, where the Potomac and Occoquan Rivers meet. This is the world in which McBride spent the happiest days of her childhood, and she brings its delights to life in ways that make readers feel they know and love it just as she and Katie do.Â
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We watch in awe as Katie explores mementos of her motherâs life and revitalizes the beautiful family home, and we join a heartbroken Katie as she and the âMarsh Manâ revive her fatherâs boat and explore the river. We share Katieâs gratitude for Rhiannonâs friendship. Despite her own struggles and pain, Rhiannon remains Katieâs rock. Â
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Strengthened by the renewal of old friendships, and reminders of her motherâs sage advice, Katie embraces the challenges life throws at her with ever-increasing strength and wisdom. But can she win the fight for her land and her future? And will she ever find forever love?
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In a poignant and heart-warming story of struggles, love and hope, McBride shows us how women facing the challenges life throws at all of us can grow to discover their inner strength and write their own stories. She concludes with a touching reminder of the life cycle of cicadas, and a parallel with the lives of katydids, Katie, and all of us who eventually succeed in shedding our exoskeleton, growing wings, and taking flight.
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âThe Cicada Springââ is womenâs fiction at its best. I have no hesitation in awarding it five stars and recommending it to anyone who loves great womenâs fiction or just appreciates a talented wordsmith and storyteller.