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Synopsis

Can Erika build a life of her own after her marriage to the cross-dressing-church-lady organist?

When her husband went public, Erika, a twenty-three-year-old schoolteacher with low self-esteem had to decide: honor her wedding vows and suffer the humiliation or leave him and face a life alone. Her marriage to Arvid, a thirty-two-year-old classical musician who struggles with daddy issues, is one of lies and deceit.

Erika’s journey from the mundane life of a high school teacher to a new beginning in a small town in the Carolina mountains involves a secret inheritance, thirty-foot yacht, a Junkanoo parade in the Bahamas, a flamboyant yachtsman, and a secret cross-dressing poker party.

It takes a tragic accident, the honesty of a Jiminy-Cricket-like friend, the love of an attentive soul mate, and her own new-found confidence for her to become a wealthy young widow with a successful art business, a place in the community and a solid sense of personal achievement.

It’s My Turn is a story full of heart. You will cheer for a woman who didn’t know her own strengths until she transitioned through a trouble-filled marriage to self-confidence and independence.

 

 

 

ONE

 

The telephone rang, breaking the somber mood of the women in Erika Amdahl’s kitchen. Erika dabbed a tissue at the tear on her cheek and turned to her sister-in-law, and said, “Margaret, could you get that? I don’t think I can talk to anybody right now.”

“Sure.” Margaret picked up the wall phone, “Amdahl residence.” A moment later she turned to Erika. “It’s the funeral director. He’s asking about clothes for Arvid.”

Erika blew her nose then said, “Tell him I’ll send down the blue polka-dot dress he liked so much in the morning and ask him to please have Vera do his hair in a nice bun.”

Margaret’s jaw dropped. She cupped her hand over the phone and half-shouted, “Dear God, Erika, you can’t be serious!”

“Oh, I’m serious all right.” Erika stopped sniffling, sat up straight, and in a strong voice said, “I lost his lifestyle argument a long time ago. Why the hell should I send him into his next life any differently?”

           Erika’s mind had been numb since the police phoned to tell her that her husband, Arvid, was killed instantly when his pickup truck careened off the side of the mountain. Was that yesterday or the day before? 

She remembered thanking the cop. She wasn’t sure how long she had sat alone in a stupor until she called Arvid’s sister, Margaret. She hated to be the one to break the news to her. She knew Margaret and Arvid had always been close. She first met Margaret at the wedding and had taken an instant liking to her, but she didn’t really know her well. They cried together for ten minutes, then Margaret, who lived in Boston, said, “Erika, I’m coming down to help with arrangements and anything else you need me for. I’ll get there as soon as I can.”

Erika was touched. “Oh, Margaret, that would be wonderful. You’re the only one in your family I know at all. Listen, I have a very good friend, Alice Roget, who I’m sure can meet you at the county airport. Just let me know your schedule. Thank you.”

“OK, I’ll be in touch,” Margaret said. “See you soon. We’ll get through this.”

Erika knew she could count on Alice. They had served together as deacons at the Presbyterian church, and she was probably her only friend left there, if not in the whole town. Alice was the go-to lady for anybody in need. She might be a little rough around the edges, but her heart was golden.

Alice had picked up Margaret, who had flown in that morning, and brought her to Erika’s house. She was still wearing the black dress she had arrived in. She was an attractive woman with subtle makeup and not a hair out of place. Alice was in jeans and a Washington Redskins sweatshirt. They had been comforting Erika at the kitchen table when the phone rang. Alice had also conscripted two other church ladies to help. They had driven themselves and were making sandwiches. They now stood in a wide-eyed stunned silence.

Alice, aware of what had been happening in Erika’s life, was not sure if the sandwich ladies knew anything about Arvid’s activities with the Church of the Good Life. She wasn’t about to let them ask. The top sergeant in Alice, which was always close to the surface, took over. There was never a leadership vacuum if she was around. She shooed them toward the door with her hands and barked, “OK, ladies, I think we’ve helped enough for the day. Thank you so much for coming. We’ll see everyone at the funeral.” She opened the door, and as they scooted out without a word, Alice called after them, “We just need to give Erika some private time with Margaret. Thanks again ladies.” She stood at the door until their car drove out of the driveway. She marched back toward Erika and Margaret, who were both at the table.

“Oh dear, Alice,” Erika chuckled. “I think you scared them.”

“Well, hell’s bells, they’re good people. They’ll get over it.” She walked directly to Erika.

Alice, not quite five feet tall, barely stood above the seated Erika. Her craggy face, withered into deep lines from years of chain-smoking, showed genuine concern. In a rare soft voice, she comforted Erika. “Don’t worry, dear, it’s going to be OK. You’re still young and you’ve been widowed less than two days. It’ll get better.” 

Erika smiled and sighed. “You know, I wouldn’t take that as an upbeat comment from anybody but you. Thank you.”

“Well, it’s true, hon, you’ll see.” Alice took Erika’s face in her hands and kissed her on the forehead. “Now, listen, I’m leaving, and I think you should have a nice long talk with Margaret. I’ll see you in the morning, and I’ll be glad to take whatever clothes you decide on to the funeral home, OK?”

Erika insisted, “It’s going to be the blue polka-dot, Alice.”

“OK, I got it.” Walking toward the door, she mumbled to herself, but in a loud enough voice to be heard, “You’re sending that cross-dressing-church-lady organist out in style.” At the door, she yelled back, “I’ll see you in the morning.” She got into her 1969 Volkswagen bus and sprayed gravel down both sides of the long driveway to the rim road that circled the mountaintop. Alice was well known in the area for bulldogging her hard-driven Billy Bus around the mountain curves; she had frequent discussions about it with the local police.

Margaret pushed her chair back and stood, stretching her arms high and twisting her neck. and said, “God, I’ve got to say, that Alice is a ticket.”

“She’s that all right,” Erika said. “But I’ll tell you, Margaret, you can have no truer friend. She’s been at my side all through this last year. There were times when I felt as shunned by my church as any of the Amish kids I grew up with did when they turned away to follow the English ways, as they called it. I treasure Alice, she’s been my rock.”

“That’s wonderful,” Margaret said. She stretched a little more. “I’ve got to move around a bit to get the kinks out.” She looked around as she paced the great room and said, “I just love this open design. I can picture kibitzing with friends lounging on that huge sofa in front of the fireplace while I prepare salad at the kitchen worktable.”

“Yeah, that would’ve been nice if Arvid had ever invited anybody to the house. He’s a bit of a loner, you know.” Erika stopped suddenly, catching herself. “I mean he was a bit of a loner.” She started crying again, “Oh, I’m sorry. It’s just so hard to think of him being gone. Nothing seems real.”

“That’s all right. He never changed, I guess. He was a loner as a kid.” Margaret took two wine glasses hanging from the rack over the island work table and said, “I think we could both use a glass of wine. How about it?”

“You’re right.”

Margaret opened a bottle of Merlot and poured two glasses. She looked at Erika, who had regained her composure, and said, “Can we go out on the deck? It’s so peaceful there. I love late October afternoons. I can think of nothing I’d rather do right now than share some wine and maybe get to know each other better.”

Erika uncoiled her long frame from the kitchen chair, took a glass from Margaret, and said, “Now, that’s a great idea, I’d like that.”

As they started toward the double patio doors, Margaret handed her glass to Erika, and then she stepped back and grabbed the neck of the Merlot bottle, adding, “Let’s just take this along with us.”

The wide cedar deck with a single guardrail overlooked a peaceful panorama of tall trees—Norfolk pines, beech, and maples. The expansive downslope was mowed for fifty yards all around the house. Two Adirondack chairs sat at the rail looking down the hill, the seats and their footstools had covered waterproof cushions. A wooden picnic table stood behind the chairs. The women sat down, propped their feet up, and rested their wine glasses on the wide chair arms. Margaret let out a sigh. “God what a beautiful view, Erika. It’s so peaceful. How much property do you have?”

“A hundred acres. There are only three homes on the rim road. We never see any of the neighbors. That was the big appeal for Arvid. The last thing he wanted was neighbors...no drop-in visits.”

“He was always that way. I remember one time when he was bugging me, he was in fifth or sixth grade, I asked him, ‘Arvid, don’t you have any of your own friends to play with?’ and he said, ‘Margaret, you know Dad is my only friend, and I don’t even like him.’”

“That’s so sad.”

“It was. Of course, our whole family is that way, except me. I never see my other brothers, but Arvid and I always got along. He’s three years older than me, and when I wanted to be with him sometimes, he treated me as an unwanted tagalong. I used to love to listen to him play the piano. Dad always said Arvid was the only one of us kids with any talent at all. He spent hours grooming him, and he pushed him hard. He believed he could be a great pianist. He spent all his time with him, pretty much ignoring the other boys. I have to admit, though, at times Arvid could be kind of a jerk.”

“Oh, that can’t be true—” Erika stopped mid-sentence and pointed over the rail to the far corner of the lot. “Look, the girls are coming out.”

“Are those turkeys?”

“Yeah. Arvid and I used to enjoy sitting out here and watching them bob along for food.” She sighed and dabbed at her nose with her hankie, sniffed, and said, “Those were the good times with Arvid. We did enjoy some, but honestly these last few years he drove me crazy with his cross-dressing. I’ll never understand it, Margaret. It was humiliating. Sometimes I didn’t even want to be seen with him, but I had to, of course.”

“I know, dear, I know.”

“I’m scared. I’m really scared. I don’t know how the hell I’m going to make it without him.” She shuddered and started to cry. “Maybe we’d better go in. I’m feeling a bit of a chill.”

“Of course. I can feel it a little too.”

They moved back into the house, headed for the warmth of the fireplace, and Margaret said, “I’m so sorry about my stupid brother. I wish we had gotten together a long time ago, Erika. I think we could have been friends.”

“I think so too. I’m so glad you came down, and thanks for the talk.”

“How in the hell did my weird brother ever manage to meet and marry someone like you?”

 

About the author

Captain Marcott is a retired US Coast Guard officer. His published memoirs "The View From the Rigging: Memoirs of a Coast guard Career" received the silver medal award from the Military Writers Society of America in 2017. "It's My Turn" is his first novel. view profile

Published on September 16, 2019

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Genre: Women's fiction

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