It’s 7 a.m. and Cassie is awake, peering at the popcorn ceiling she’s
threatened to replace since she first moved into the house. She could
use another hour of sleep, but after counting backwards from 100 to
zero three times in a row, she knows there’ll be no further slumber.
She sleeps in a white “Topsail Island Is for Lovers” t-shirt and satin
gym shorts that barely cover her bottom. She bought the shorts
innocently online after seeing an ad on Facebook, but later blanched
when she was fed other ads referring to them as “booty shorts” and
touting their use for “pole fitness.”
Cassie stands slowly and looks at herself in the mirror above the
dresser. The only sign of strain is under her eyes, where faint gray
shadows have formed over the last week or so. She tries on a
smile—a tentative one at first, then a full beamer. She looks like she
can pass for happy. After she showers the shadows will go away and
she’ll look 10 years younger, seemingly fresh and ready for the day.
Her vitality isn’t something she has cultivated; it just is, inherited
from her mother, who could put on a good face no matter her
physical or emotional health. Cheers, Mom, Cassie whispers to her
reflection in the mirror, toasting her late mother with an imaginary
champagne flute.
She dries off quickly after her shower, brushes her collar-length
hair, and puts on a loose madras shirt and linen pants. She has a big
event later today—what Peter dubbed The Celebration to End All
Celebrations—but she won’t dress up for it until it’s time to leave
the house. It’s unusually warm for mid-April, and the undersized air
conditioner is already struggling to keep up with the rising
temperature.
Cassie calls for Roxie, knowing that she won’t come running the
way she would for Peter. Roxie regards Cassie as a servant; her only
value is that she can do things the toy poodle can’t do for herself.
Cassie thinks Roxie has the disposition of a cat, in that she doesn’t
register that humans are higher up on nature’s food chain. In Roxie’s
version of history, humans gained the upper hand not by
intelligence, social adaptation, or the ability to reason, but by sheer
physicality.
When Cassie opens the cabinet to get her food, Roxie perks up her
ears—the cutest little things, Cassie has to admit—and pads into the
open kitchen. Roxie looks up at Cassie with a blank expression, not
willing to betray any neediness. Cassie pours the food into a bowl,
fills another bowl with fresh water, and says with exaggerated
sweetness, There you go, you ungrateful little vixen.
Cassie walks downstairs to her basement studio, fires up her iMac
Pro, and checks her email. One of the artists working on the gallery
installation for Al Hanson Motors has sent a brief video of his soonto-
be completed work, the front end of a ’64 Mustang rigged to
simulate the car’s sound and feel. Cassie returns encouraging words
and reminds him of the installation date. There’s also an email from
the gallery’s interior designer, Joanna Paige, with an update on the
wall painting, lighting, and mounting of historical artifacts from the
Al Hanson dealerships.
Cassie lifts herself from the rolling chair in front of the pair of 27-
inch flat screens. She was hoping for an email from Jim, but there’s
been nothing in the past week. Cassie resigns herself to plodding
through the day ahead. She’s nowhere close to her usual carpe diem
self, but this fractional version will have to do.
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