Unlike other homes on the gentrified Cambridgeport street, the faded triple-decker with peeling gray shin-gles needed a sprinkling of fairy dust. Scraggly, overgrown weeds poked out through patches of cracked dirt in the front yard; a hornet’s nest lodged snugly inside a broken cellar window. I glanced around for a pointy black hat but spotted only the telltale broomstick parked against the sunken porch. Why had I let my best friend Jenni talk me into seeing a psychic?

Climbing the sagging wooden steps, I remembered my mother’s story of how she had turned to the supernatural as a young woman, also after a failed romance. A fortune- teller had predicted she would soon meet a new man with the initial “J” and marry him six months later. Right on schedule, Mom met and then married Joseph, my father. If their long, happy union was a testimony to the power of the tea leaves, maybe there was hope for me, too. I’m only following a family tradition, right?

As I fumbled for the buzzer marked “Angelica,” the front door creaked open, and a petite figure floated out to greet me.

“My, my, you must be Linda,” she said in a singsong voice.

I tried to respond but could only stare, entranced by her otherworldly appearance. Tinsel-like threads wove through Angelica’s golden tresses, which spiraled Rapunzel-like down a high-collared, ruffled ivory shirt. Her diaphanous skin and delicate features reminded me of a Pre-Raphaelite model. A timeless aura hovered over her, making it difficult to determine exactly how old Angelica might be.

With a graceful hand she directed me inside, the hem of her pink organdy skirt sweeping up cat hairs in the hallway. I was tempted to feign a migraine and flee, but the oasis of her opal blue eyes steadied my nerves. “Isn’t this heat stifling?” she said. I forced a smile.

A battalion of rusty metal fans welcomed us into the living room, where I braced myself for an onslaught of tarot cards and UFO replicas. Instead, her home reminded me more of The Cloisters than Coney Island. A marble statue of Mother Mary, adorned with necklaces of dried red rose petals, gazed up from an Early American style end table. Ancient-looking paintings of Saints Sebastian and Peter hung from paint-chipped walls next to crucifixes and framed variations of the Lord’s Prayer.

Angelica motioned me toward a cavernous wooden chair and glided over to the purple velvet one opposite. She requested I refrain from crossing my legs and arms, and then asked, “Are you willing to hear all the news I pick up on, even if it’s negative?”

“Yes.” Ever since the big blowup with my longtime boyfriend, Hank, one month earlier, I had already hit rock bottom. I sat up straight and discreetly aired out the clingy top beneath my navy jacket.

Angelica began by inviting my “Higher Guides” to envelop us in a “golden circle of healing light and protec- tion.” As soon as she closed her eyes, I made the sign of the cross, lest any wayward spirits slipped in through the screen windows. After a long silence, she described a church ceremony and “an older man with a cane.” Is that Dad? I wondered. Maybe I am getting married after all! “You’re wearing a flowing burgundy dress,” Angelica continued. Burgundy? She squinted her eyes. “It appears you’re a bridesmaid. Do you know anyone who is getting married?” “The bride could be Wendy,” I said, not wanting to divulge too much. Jenni might have told Angelica about my sister’s upcoming nuptials, but I doubted my best friend would have sabotaged the session she’d taken such trouble

to organize as my birthday present.

“A wedding, how lovely,” she said before shutting her eyes. Moments later, she continued, “I see you used to live on the West Coast. California, right?” I nodded. Well, anyone could have googled my former address. My body language eased up as I realized that this psychic—or “visionary,” as she preferred to be called—was more Glinda of Oz than the Wicked Witch of the West. Perhaps she could wave her magic wand and change Hank’s aversion to marriage and children.

While Angelica concentrated intently, a furry white cat that answered to Luna sprang to her lap, seeking atten- tion. I thought of my calico, Squeak, bouncing between the banished Hank in the living room of our Somerville apart- ment and the bedroom, where I’d staked my claim. Seeing my eyes moisten, Angelica leaned forward and uttered her first prediction: “Soon you’ll be living in Eastern Europe.” “What?” I gasped. “Why would I be there?” Not an unreasonable question, given the vast amounts of time and money I’d invested the last four years as a student in the Graduate Management Program at Harvard-Radcliffe. One month earlier, on my forty-first birthday, I’d delivered— and sung—the student commencement address.

Angelica dropped her dreamy eyelids again. “You’re not a tourist, that’s for sure. It seems you’re doing mean- ingful work and getting paid for it.” She poured herself a glass of water and offered me one. “Have you been think- ing of moving overseas, Linda?”

Lady, your sixth sense needs some fine-tuning. I explained that my professional focus was on taking my fundraising career to the next level, hopefully as vice pres- ident of a large nonprofit organization. For over three years, I’d been toiling away as director of development at The Guidance Center in Cambridge and was overdue for a promotion.

“I understand, but is this something you’ve consid- ered?”

Sure, I’d fantasized about exploring family roots in Poland and Russia and seeing the landscapes that had inspired my musical idols, Chopin and Liszt. But anything more than a two-week trip to Europe seemed overindulgent to this workingwoman.

Upon hearing these sentiments, Angelica tugged on her delicate pearl necklace and asked my Higher Guides for more details. Moments later, she revealed: “You are going to be teaching abroad.”

“You must mean music,” I chimed in. It had been my major in college and was the only subject I felt qualified enough to teach.

“No, no, it’s not music I’m picking up on.” Her long fingernails wove through Luna’s fur; the cat’s purrs filled the silence. “You’re standing in front of a classroom, writing on a chalkboard. It sounds like you’re teaching English to a group of foreigners.” She turned toward me. “Have you ever considered teaching English as a Second Language— you know, ESL?”

Teaching any subject didn’t fit my romantic bill of living abroad. Instead, I imagined sauntering through museums lined with Van Gogh landscapes, swooning to Puccini arias at the opera, writing in well-worn journals while sipping Earl Grey at elegant Jugendstil cafés, and being swept away into a heated love affair with a dashing cellist, complete with Franz Liszt-like features: dark, penetrating eyes, chis- eled cheekbones, and a smoldering sexuality. I reached for a nearby envelope and fanned my flushed cheeks.

“I’m sorry, Linda, if this isn’t what you want to hear, but the message is coming across loud and clear.” She tossed aside a few shimmery strands of hair and gazed into my wary eyes. “Aside from your job, what’s keeping you from exploring this possibility?”

Although I didn’t want to provide too many clues, Angelica was so off base that I needed to enlighten her as to why, in my seven years with Hank, I’d not once considered leaving him and heading abroad. “You see, my boyfriend and I . . .” My voice started to crack; Angelica nodded gently for me to continue. “I really love him and was hoping we would settle down and start a family.”

Angelica refreshed our drinks. “But he has other ideas.” I nodded. “Hank is happy with the ways things are and wants them to stay that way. I’m torn because ours is the best partnership I have ever had.” I mentioned the worst: my stormy four-year marriage that had ended years earlier. “Now that I’m over forty,” I said, gazing at the statue of Mary, “I think a lot about having a baby. But Hank isn’t interested, and time is running out.” Angelica handed me a box of Kleenex; I exhaled into a tissue. “I don’t know how I could have misread his motives. I was so certain he was going to propose on my birthday, especially after last year’s

dress rehearsal.”

Hank is building a rock sculpture on the beach, and by instinct, I rush over and remove the uppermost stone.

Perched atop a handful of sand is the delicate emerald Victorian ring I’d admired months earlier at an antique store.

“Happy fortieth!” he says, beaming.

“You remembered!” I clutch my chest and wait for him to drop down on bended knee. Gazing into Hank’s glowing eyes, I hastily slip the band onto my wedding finger. My heart palpitates in sync with the pounding surf.

Hank tilts his head in bewilderment and reaches for my left hand. I close my eyes and wait. He pulls at the ring, slowly inching it off my finger. “What’s he doing?” I wonder. After a final tug, he removes it and guides it over to my right hand.

“This is where it belongs,” is his only explanation.

“Oh, dear.” Angelica’s fair forehead creased into a web of concern.

“It might seem odd to expect that Hank would give me an engagement ring a year later, but weeks before my birthday, he’d been acting secretive, leading me to believe a proposal was in the works.” I told Angelica about the “creative projects” that had kept Hank up until the wee hours of the morning, his hushed phone calls with “tele- marketers.” “How was I supposed to know he was organ- izing a surprise party for my birthday-graduation instead of phoning my parents for their blessing?” I twirled my hair up into a loose bun.

“Let’s see what this is about.” Angelica leaned back into her cushy chair. “Now it’s clear. Your relationship with Hank isn’t working because he’s not your soul mate.”

I grasped the armrest and fought the knee-jerk reaction to defend Hank, but even I was running out of excuses. “Until recently, I thought Hank was my destiny.”

Angelica flashed a sympathetic smile. “What we want for ourselves and what’s part of the Universal Plan aren’t always one and the same.” I furrowed my dark eyebrows.

“Hank is holding you back and already slowing down his pace.” True. Hank often complained that his managerial job at the bookstore was zapping his energy. “You, on the other hand, are getting ready to leap forward.” Her words roused the nagging inner voice that occasionally surfaced about the eleven-year age difference, especially when Hank was mistaken for Al Pacino, whose fans asked to meet me, his “daughter.” I bristled at the memory.

“Regardless of what you think,” the clairvoyant continued, “you are going to teach English overseas and pursue music again.” She fell back into a trance. “I see you in ornate concert halls surrounded by clarinets and strings.” Strings! That must be my dashing Liszt look-alike!

I glanced over at the clock; my boss at the family service agency was expecting me in one hour for a board meeting, which meant fifteen minutes remained to wrap up this psychic session. “Well, even if I were interested in this pipe dream, how could I afford it? An English teacher can’t command much of a salary, especially in Eastern Europe.” “Money won’t be a problem,” she said. “On the

contrary, a nice lump sum is coming your way.”

Ah, the windfall. That’s what had plunged my relation- ship with Hank into turmoil. I thought back to the night of my birthday-graduation, when my parents had given Hank and me a generous check toward a down payment on our first home. When he and I were alone later that night, he nixed those plans at once, stunned as to why my folks would assume he was ready to invest in property with me. I was still smarting from his refusal to at least consider what seemed the next logical step in our relationship.

“Linda?” Angelica cleared her throat a few times, giving me a moment to collect my thoughts. “What I’m getting at is that your true love isn’t here in the U.S.”

“He’s not?” I glanced around the room. “Then, where is he?”

“I’m not being shown a location, but it’s definitely the other side of the pond.”

“You mean Walden?”

Angelica smiled. “No, your future spouse is waiting for you in Europe.”

I jolted. “Can you at least tell me what he looks like?” She squinted her eyes again. “I see a tall man with glasses.” That narrows the field down to a few million. His image was “fuzzy,” which meant he wasn’t coming into my life for a while. Or perhaps my “Higher Guides” didn’t want me to know more details. Exactly who are these Guides? Maybe they have me mixed up with her next appointment.

Angelica also claimed that this Odyssey would reignite my passion for music and lead me to discover ancestral roots. “I’m picking up on a Russian connection,” she said, her eyes panning the collection of leather-bound Bibles on the shelves. “Are you Orthodox?”

“No, but my Russian grandmother was.” I remembered the one time my paternal grandmother, Nana, had taken me to a service at St. Nicholas Cathedral in New York City. At age ten, it was all so mysterious—the solemn expres- sions of the priests, a strange language, the sweet aroma of honey wax candles mingling with musky incense that made me cough.

“I feel your grandmother’s presence strongly around you,” Angelica continued. “She loves you and will lead you to the right place.”

“Would that be Russia?” I asked, my interest piqued. Although Nana had died years earlier, I most identified with her side of the family because of our similar physical features––dark green eyes, olive complexion, high cheek- bones––although at five feet, six inches, I was a good head taller than she had been.

“Not necessarily. But I believe a Russian icon will lead you to your future husband.”

Highly doubtful, as I hadn’t seen a Russian icon up close since that outing to the cathedral thirty years earlier. I leaned forward and dug my nyloned feet into the braided rug. “Listen, if I’m going to leave everything behind and chase umlauts and accents across the sea, I need more to go on than ‘Russian icon’ and ‘tall man with glasses.’”

“I understand, Linda, but can’t you see that a whole magnificent world awaits if you have the courage to embrace it?”

“The magnificent world of what, ESL teaching?” Luna leapt down from her mistress’s lap and shot me a sideways glance. Maybe she was a language instructor in a previous life.

“That’s only one way of getting to the finish line— marrying your intended.” She waved an arm toward the willow tree outside the window. “You could go overseas on vacation and see what happens, but that’s not what your Higher Guides are telling me. You’ll be there much longer.”

After our meeting, I thanked Angelica, and then sulked my way back to work. She hadn’t offered any affirmation about Hank, nor did her predictions seem to make sense. While it was exhilarating to think the future held so much possibility, I had only traveled abroad three times in four decades and never solo. Why would I ditch my career, shelve my hard-earned diploma, and leave family and friends to embark on this so-called Odyssey? I needed to meet Jenni ASAP. She’d help me sort through this hocus-pocus.

Hearing a faint cry down the street, I turned around to find Angelica waving me back from her porch. As I approached, she offered some final advice: “Bring plenty of journals and a camera, as you’ll want to record every- thing. Have fun!” She spun around, scooped up Luna, and vanished inside.