Dreamer in the North is the first in a series of high fantasy stories. The story takes place in Gaminia, a country on the brink of war with its northern neighbour Kaspica. At the centre of this conflict are the three siblings: Aurelia, Savas and Elfine.
This tale explores the struggles of self-acceptance and identity in a high fantasy world by bringing a diverse and troubled cast to the fore, all of whom must grapple with their respective issues, whether sexuality, race or gender-based. As they begin to understand who they are, the world around them unravels, and the prospect of war spells only doom ahead. Our protagonists find themselves uniquely able to counter the efforts of the enemy, and the more they discover of themselves, the stronger their magical powers become.
But there is much more to be done. In the enemy's arsenal is magic that transcends what mortals are capable of, and such foes cannot easily be thwarted. If the siblings are to truly stop her, they must continue down the path of self-discoveryâand they may not like everything, or everyone, they find.
Dreamer in the North is the first in a series of high fantasy stories. The story takes place in Gaminia, a country on the brink of war with its northern neighbour Kaspica. At the centre of this conflict are the three siblings: Aurelia, Savas and Elfine.
This tale explores the struggles of self-acceptance and identity in a high fantasy world by bringing a diverse and troubled cast to the fore, all of whom must grapple with their respective issues, whether sexuality, race or gender-based. As they begin to understand who they are, the world around them unravels, and the prospect of war spells only doom ahead. Our protagonists find themselves uniquely able to counter the efforts of the enemy, and the more they discover of themselves, the stronger their magical powers become.
But there is much more to be done. In the enemy's arsenal is magic that transcends what mortals are capable of, and such foes cannot easily be thwarted. If the siblings are to truly stop her, they must continue down the path of self-discoveryâand they may not like everything, or everyone, they find.
Aurelia had always preferred it here to the city. Above, the leaves of oak, elm and ash grew prolifically, spreading their green grasp till the sky was nearly invisible. Many wild flowers were in bloom; violets and yellows filled her periphery. This was the Esterwood, and since she was young, the lake had always been her favourite part of it. She often speculated whether its water held magical powers. Such possibilities fascinated her, and it was her unwavering, spiritual connection to life that kept her questioning Ysaâs â the worldâs â mysteries. Here, she knew freedom from the cityâs many eyes, always staring and making judgements.
Sitting before the lake, she dipped her toes in and began to daydream. Small perch gathered nearby and flickered around her feet. In moments, she found herself transported into the water as one of its habitants, swimming freely among perch, bass and carp. Although the lakeâs water was far from limpid, Aureliaâs sight was impeccable and air flowed through her gills effortlessly. Then, something began to tug on her; its touch was stern but not frightening.
Aurelia was pulled to the bottom of the lake, where she saw grasses and algae, stones and buried trinkets. Such out of body experiences were not unknown to her. She was calm, though the waterâs chilling touch bordered on unpleasant. Her vision grew sharper, and manifest before her was a mass of transparent bubbles, which on closer inspection, seemed to form the shape of a woman.
âSwimming again?â asked the watery shape.
âWho are you?â Aurelia was surprised at how natural it was to speak underwater.
âYouâve seen me in your dreams before. Or did you forget my warning so soon?â
Aurelia didnât know what to say. An invisible weight collapsed in on her chest. She fought hard in an attempt to break free, but the mass of bubbles seemed to reel her back and snare her.
âI remember. How can you be in the lake, and in my dreams?â
âI am not tied to any one place.â
âAre you evil?â
âNo, but it is coming.â
âThis is about the war with the Kaspicians again, isnât it?â asked Aurelia.
The bubbles collapsed into a fizzling sphere with a faint glow.
âYou canât imagine how painful it is when one of those things burrows into your mind,â said the watery shape.
âWhat things?â
âThe ones who want you dead.â
The lake spat her out. Like being smacked by a tidal wave, Aurelia crashed back into her body. It was like being riled from a deep and convoluted dream, suddenly to wake up dazed, head spinning. Gripping onto the grass, she grounded herself and took a slow breath. Something new stirred within her. She knew she was changing, but she wasnât afraid. She recognised that her dreams had begun to change. They were no longer whimsical displays of her childhood joys, nor did she stumble upon innocuous entities or ancient places of wisdom and learning out of curiosity. Visions of people she had never met were starting to speak to her. And they did not speak lightly. Often, they came with grave warnings about wars to come and great devastation.
Aurelia was fortunate to have Mazin, her only friend. Theyâd first met during one of her games of hide and seek with her brother and sister in the woods. On that day, Aurelia had been lost, looking for her siblings, and stumbled upon Mazin, who calmed her down and helped her find Savas and Elfine. Despite their age difference, for a decade now theyâd been friends, and had slowly formed a bond thanks to their shared interest in dreams.
Mazinâs hut was conspicuously outside of the city limits, and decidedly unmodern in appearance â it suited his character well. There was a large black pot boiling away on a fire outside the hut producing an aroma of thyme and garlic.
After knocking a couple of times to no response, she let herself in, thinking that he must have gone out for just a moment. The hutâs interior was decorated with an array of trinkets, some grotesque, others marvellous. There was a fireplace in the centre, and the mantelpiece was always covered in branches, leaves, stones, and other articles of questionable worth; red and gold woven tapestry hung above, one that Mazin said bore the crest of his people.
Aurelia heard Mazin lift the lid of the pot outside. She left the hut and saw him sitting down on a tree stump chair, stirring a handful of mushrooms into his stew.
Mazin had never told Aurelia where he was originally from, and even though his complexion was tree bark brown, he claimed he wasnât from the Southern Continent â the large island to the south of Gaminia across the Piscan Strait, comprised of four countries. The Hellasic people, as they were often known, were varied from olive-skinned to swarthy to dark, unlike Gaminians, who were all fair-skinned. Aurelia didnât doubt Mazin either: his sense of dress was completely unlike anyone sheâd seen from either Continent. He was never seen without his nails, eyes and lips embossed with dyes fashioned from wild ingredients like berries and he preferred floor-length dresses to tunics and trousers. In a society of short-haired men, his long rope of black hair, which swayed along his back like a horseâs tail, was also prominent.
âThere you are! I was worried youâd left,â Aurelia said.
He shot up quickly, dropping his ladle into the pot and splattering food on himself. âOh! Aurelia! You startled me.â He brushed off the hot stew from his tunic and arms. âI didnât know if you were coming back. I was picking mushrooms to the west. The boars keep eating them all on this side of the forest! Stay for lunch, if you like?â
âThatâs kind of you,â Aurelia said, beaming. âI love your cooking. How is it called again?â
âVegetarian,â he enunciated each syllable.
Aurelia nodded, with a grin. âThe food at home makes my stomach churn now,â she added, sitting on the other tiny stool by the pot.
âIâm glad to have recruited you into my bizarre, cruelty-free cult!â He tittered. âAnd besides, I do so love to share my gastronomic endeavours.â
âA good thing you know how to cook then,â Aurelia continued. âNow that itâs spring, great-aunt Melindra insists on having the servants prepare raw fish and oysters most afternoons. She says it keeps her skin fashionably pale. I donât touch the stuff.â
âThe Queen â Queen Consort, or whatever title she assumes these days â has always been a woman of peculiar tastes, as you describe her.â Mazin smiled. âYou were gone a while. Is everything alright?â He kept his eyes on the pot as he spoke, stirring vigorously. When the soup was ready, he ladled generous portions into two big wooden bowls and handed one to Aurelia along with a spoon. The contents quickly heated up the bowl and warmed her hands. Wild mushrooms, chunky beans and little fluffy dumplings bobbed in the broth.
âI think the lake spoke to me,â Aurelia said.
Mazin slurped on the soup. âShe is magical, after all.â
âIâm inclined to believe you, given all thatâs been happening to me lately.â
âWhat did she say, that old basin of souls and broken bones?â
âThat the Kaspicians were coming.â She paused. âAnd that they wanted me dead.â
His eyes squinted as he contemplated the meaning and spooned a dumpling into his mouth. The moment of silence thereafter threatened to curdle. âItâs curious that the lake brought this message to you in particular. I wonder if some part of you subconsciously wishes to communicate a message about who you are. You do know who you are, donât you?â
âWhat a peculiar question.â She stirred her soup. âHow could I not?â
âAh, but you should ask, how could I? A strange spirit living in an even stranger lake consults you to warn you of something grave. Perhaps, this water-dwelling nymph knows you better than you know yourself. Many a bizarre thing has happened by that lake. One time I swam all the way to the bottom and found myself on dry land surrounded by fluorescent-eyed children with webbed hands eatinââ
âWhat?! You never told me this,â Aurelia interrupted.
âI didnât think it was so interesting!â he replied. âYou had a warning, nothing so important has ever come my way.â
Mazin was a brilliant storyteller, though how much truth lived in his stories was questionable. His skills with food, however, were never in any doubt. Aurelia spooned the last mouthful of stew into her mouth. Satisfied, she then placed the empty bowl on the grass. âYou really think this is important, donât you?â
âHave you ever known me to lie?â
âJust two seconds ago you spun a rather extraordinary tale.â Aurelia squinted humorously at him. âBut Iâm not a real fighter. Not like Elfine.â
âNeither am I, yet I battle with wild boar twice my size each day. I swear, all those giants do is eat, eat and eat!â
âHave you tried telling them to bore off?â
âSpoken like one who has never tried to wrest a prized truffle from the tusks of a potbellied sow!â
Aurelia giggled. He never got her dry jokes.
âSurely youâve something more interesting planned for the rest of the day than nattering with me?â
âIâm having my first practical session with Healer Kistig today. Heâs asked me to help him treat a patient.â
âOh, how exciting for you! You must be his star pupil, what with all youâve learned of pastes and poultices from me.â
Aurelia looked at the ground. âKistig is hard to impress,â she murmured.
âIâm sure heâll recognise your talent soon, but you might want to get yourself cleaned up before going to the Academy,â Mazin suggested.
Aurelia nodded, stiffly. She hated the public bathhouses, but Mazin had a point. âYouâre right. Anyway, I should be going.â She got up and gave herself a perfunctory brush down.
âWill you be all right getting home this time?â He regarded her carefully.
âOh, those bullies donât bother me anymore, Mazin.â She gave a wan smile.
âBe careful, will you? I worry about these wicked harpies turning their beaks on you. Why do you think I live here in the woods?â
 âDonât fret over me. Iâm growing a tough shell,â she stood up to leave. âIâll pop by again soon. Thanks for lunch.â
The journey home required an uphill trudge through the woods to the main road. She hummed a tune from her childhood as she stepped onto the path. Between the trees she could see the imposing whiteness of the walls of her home in the distance. The sun beat down on the white stone, and the glare caused Aurelia to squint.
Outside the city gates, Northcrest was turbulent. The cries of merchants and roadside salesmen in their various accents were commonplace. Sellers from elsewhere, who chattered in various Southern, or Hellasic languages, peddled dainty parasols for the sun-loathing dame, purple tea leaves from the Empire of Yenhai, and a kaleidoscope of spices, all consummately arranged into cones. Another popular product as the days got hotter was orange juice mixed with salted water, a product said to reduce sweating. Drifting along the air was also the aroma of roasted melon seeds.
Travellers from the rest of the country arrived at the market in hordes, as did those hailing from the Southern Continent. Aurelia liked listening to their dialects and figuring out which part of Gaminia they came from, and testing her Piscanese as she heard their rapid, lilting speech. She envied the travellers. Even though Northcrest was Gaminiaâs capital and said to be its most exciting city, Aurelia often thought about leaving it behind. She had to rely on books and paintings to imagine what other places looked like.
As she neared the city, she was interrupted by a carriage racing past her straight towards the east gate, where it came to an uneasy halt.
The carriage driver dismounted before the gates and opened the doors for the passengers. Aureliaâs curiosity was piqued: only someone with special cargo would stop here, but the two military types that then stepped out of the carriage confused her. Following behind them was an older looking man, dressed in navy and gold finery.
Aurelia stiffened when she realised that the man waiting to greet them inside Northcrestâs walls was her own father, one of the Kingâs most trusted advisors. As usual, he was in official dress, wearing the auburn tunic that fell to his ankles. The men proceeded to exchange minor pleasantries, but Aurelia couldnât think of anything worse than getting in the way of Father while he was with some dignitary. But she wasnât light on her feet, or adept at being inconspicuous, and she quickly made a fool of herself as a boy carrying a basket of broccoli ran into her.
âAurelia?â Her father called, his jaw wobbling with embarrassment. âWhat are you doing here, all filthy like some urchin?â he hissed in a low voice.
âSorry,â mumbled the boy, who then collected all the broccoli off the ground and bolted.
The other man kept his back turned but his two guards sized her up with hungry eyes.
She froze with embarrassment, then bowed her head to her father, apologetically.
âChancellor Rorstein, please, forgive my daughter for this untimely interruption,â Father stammered.
The Chancellor turned around with an inscrutable emptiness etched upon his face. His silver stubble, intensely square jaw and large features were all the type considered very attractive in Northcrestâs high society.
Aurelia got no warmth from him.
âAurelia, this is Chancellor Rorstein of the Republic of Siladria.â Fatherâs eye movements were erratic as he spoke. âDonât dither over there, come and introduce yourself!â he barked.
âChancellor Rorstein, it is a pleasure to meet you,â Aurelia said, forcing a polite smile. âPlease, excuse my sorry attire; had I known such esteemed visitors werÂââ
âSo, this is Thane Olsinâs other daughter,â the Chancellor interrupted, his voice an unenthused drawl.
Aurelia was used to her features provoking flared nostrils and tight-lipped scowls, especially from noble types, who so rarely had to deal with anyone who wasnât as pale as them.
Aurelia offered a blank expression to the Chancellor. âI hope that you enjoy your stay in Northcrest,â she said.
âI wonât be here long,â said the Chancellor, who proceeded to walk away with the guards.
âWell, you must be busy. See you at Sunhold,â Father said, hurrying off into the city.
Although Aureliaâs father kept her in the dark when it came to his work, she knew that he had travelled to the Republic many times in the past months, despite King Thenrisâ famous hatred of the place. After all, Siladria, before it became a republic, used to be part of Gaminia, but it gained independence over a thousand years ago. Diplomacy has been scarce over the years, but Father, it seemed, had convinced the Chancellor to come to Northcrest. No Siladrian Chancellor had set foot in this city for centuries. And this was exactly why Father was so valued in Northcrest â he was a top graduate of the White Academy, Gaminiaâs prestigious breeding ground for politicians. Aurelia was glad that sheâd never study there, since the White Academy only admitted boys.
Gathered in the bathhouse pool was a group of elderly Gaminian women, shrivelled and leathery like crocodiles. They stared at Aurelia as she scurried into the changing room. Undressing was the next thing to agitate her. She hated the feeling that people were watching her, examining the folds of her tanned belly, measuring the width of her feet or counting the thousands of twisting curls that gave form to her hair.
When she finally stepped into the water, she sighed as it enveloped her and muted her anxiety. Her body was hidden underwater, though she wrapped her arms around her chest out of habit. One moment later, something caught Aureliaâs eye: a woman, entering the pool from the far side. Aurelia didnât recognise her. The womanâs skin was like bronze, her face elongated and slender, with two eyes deeply sunken into her face like craters. She moved silently through the water then paused. She stared at Aurelia with clear eyes, their dark allure signalling urgency. She demanded Aureliaâs attention, though she did not make a sound.
As the woman swam closer, it seemed that peopleâs idle chatter began to dissipate into oblivion and Aureliaâs vision blurred.
âYou seem awfully calm,â she said, suddenly right in Aureliaâs ear.
Aurelia jumped, splashing a little water. âThe water is relaxing, I suppose.â
âIt is a good place to be if you want to forget about important things,â said the woman.
Aurelia laughed nervously.
The woman looked down and shook her head. âAre you afraid of this war, with the Kaspicians? Everyoneâs talking about it.â
âI havenât really thought about what might happen,â Aurelia replied.
âDonât you live in Sunhold, the Kingâs castle? I wouldâve thought youâd be very concerned by now.â
âWhat makes you say that?â
âIf the Kaspicians come, theyâll come for you first.â The woman submerged herself and swam back to the other side. Aurelia couldnât help but wonder if the woman had a point. Although she didnât think of herself as any sort of target, she was surrounded by all the people the Kaspicians would want to eliminate: the King, the Queen Consort and their advisers, the Myriad, which included her own father. At times, it was easy to forget about all the privileges of Sunhold and her social status; Aurelia tended to think of herself as a passive force in Northcrest, unnoticed by most, or ridiculed. Maybe that wasnât the case.
The woman exited the pool and disappeared into another room.
Aurelia got out, changed and made for the Academy.
The Academy was in Chapel Heights, the district where Northcrestâs newly rich lived. Aurelia found the district dreary and pretentious. The people her age who occupied these gaudy properties rarely stepped out of their elitist circles, preferring to host extravagant parties to network and flaunt their questionably acquired riches. Along the way, Aurelia did enjoy looking in the windows of the fancy shops, which stocked such oddities as human-hair wigs, fur coats, frilled lace dresses, perfume bottles, and the latest fad â shoes made from cow hide. Another new phenomenon in Chapel Heights was the appearance of homeopathic clinics, which charged exorbitant sums of aurums to treat problems that didnât seem to bother the rest of Northcrest, like, wrinkly foreheads, digestive ailments, and of course, pipe cough.
On the Academyâs grounds were various small clinics that helped to treat minor problems of local folk; Aureliaâs supervisor awaited her in one of these rooms. Lost in thought as she meandered down the corridor, Aurelia didnât notice as she brushed by a girl, and accidentally caused her to tumble backwards. Tense, she bit her lip when she saw that the girl was Cornetta. She was exceptionally pale, like the petals of the white koondi flowers that grew in the mountains. She was with two friends, all of them pristinely dressed in frilled, lace couture.
âIâm sorry, Cornetta. I didnât see you,â Aurelia said, offering a hand to help her up.
Cornetta scowled then swiped Aureliaâs hand away. Her two friends quickly lifted her back on her feet, with the same contemptuous look on their faces.
âDesert-faced scab,â hissed Cornetta. âWatch where youâre going.â
âTell us Aurelia, was it mummy or daddy who rutted the Southern darkie?â taunted one of the other girls. In the next instant, the third girl was behind Aurelia, yanking on her curls. Cornetta, the ringleader, balled her hand into a fist and whacked Aurelia in the face.
Aurelia clutched the bridge. Fortunately, it wasnât bleeding. âYouâre horrible!â
âIndeed,â said Cornetta, her chin tilted upwards as she smugly examined her fist. âAnd you look like a stray poodle. What ghastly curls! And that bog-brown skin! She belongs in Endvil with the other darkies, not Sunhold!â She shoved past Aurelia and strode off with her cronies, cackling off into the distance like a band of triumphant hyenas.
Aurelia checked her arms. Phew, she thought â still only lightly tanned, swarthy to some, perhaps, but not bog-brown. It was the same complexion as Mother, though a little darker than her brother and sister. But even that was enough of an affront to the milk-white Cornetta and her posse of perfect little imps, who could not contend with the fact that Aurelia and her family were not the castleâs cleaners. Occurrences like these distanced Aurelia from life in Sunhold and her privileges, and ultimately, made her aware of how she did not fit in with Gaminian society.
To make matters worse, the only reason Aurelia had enrolled in the Academy of Healing Arts was because Cornetta and her friends had done so first. Cornetta was the exemplar that Aureliaâs mother always compared her to. Being the same age, Aurelia and Cornetta had unfortunately interacted for many years, especially since the latterâs family claimed to be distant cousins of King Thenris, though their application to reside in Sunhold remained pending. Cornettaâs family, while not aristocracy by any means, were close to the top of Northcrestâs upper echelon, living the narcissistic life of an old money family in Kingâs Respite.
Aurelia actively resented her studies, especially on days where she ran into Cornetta. What good was it to train to be a healer? The healing arts had never piqued her interest, and the truth was she didnât have the best grasp of the subject either. What Aurelia loved was history and culture, reading about other people in faraway places, and most importantly, their languages. There were no careers for girls like Aurelia interested in such things. Only practical schools of thought were open to her, and training to be a healer was the best of a paltry selection of paths.
Stepping inside the usual room, Aurelia saw a lean woman with brown hair sitting upright on a wooden table. She looked to be around the same age as Aurelia, but something about her exterior was hard and her face was red and puffy. Beside her, a clumsy-looking, makeshift bow with a quiver of six arrows had been placed on the table.
âWhat happened to you?â the girl asked.
âNothing,â was Aureliaâs response.
The girl scoffed.
âGood day, Healer Kistig,â said Aurelia.
Aureliaâs supervisor, Kistig, was fiddling with all sorts of strangely hued medicines and had barely noticed Aurelia come in. He turned around, revealing a cool and stern face. âYou werenât bothering Cornetta again were you, Aurelia? I heard something out in the corridor.â His voice was raspy; Kistig was a known pipe fanatic.
âNo, Healer Kistig, Cornetta and I are getting on brilliantly these days,â Aurelia said.
âGood,â he smiled. âNow, pay attention.â Turning to the patient, he said, âYou didnât forget that one of my students was helping today, did you Temeka?â
Aurelia gave Temeka an encouraging nod.
Kistig looked at his notes, which were etched roughly on parchment. âSevere bruising on the arms and wrists. Several ribs likely cracked. Right middle-finger broken. Knife wound on the right cheek.â
Temeka sighed, but said nothing.
âDonât worry Temeka â I wonât ask what happened this time,â continued Kistig. He had the patient lie prostrate whilst he prepared her arms, both of which were splotched with purple bruises. Aurelia watched intently and helped create a herbal paste to apply to Temekaâs bruises. She bandaged Temeka up, trying her best not to cause the girl any discomfort.
Temeka paid in vee coins, which Aurelia guessed sheâd earned as some kind of hunter considering the bow and arrows. Vee coins were a new currency awarded to labourers. They could use them to pay for medicine and consultations like this, as well as food and other necessities. Aurelia handed over a package that provided Temeka with enough of the herbal salve to last for a week.
Temeka looked to her first and said thanks, then gave Kistig a weak smile before leaving with her things.
Aurelia sat with Kistig in his office after the procedure. It was an airless space, overflowing with books, papers, journals, and all sorts of medical paraphernalia.
âIs it common procedure to not ask what happened to a patient?â asked Aurelia.
âItâs better not to with girls of her⌠type.â
Aurelia nodded, feigning to have understood his meaning.
âYou did well today.â He made no attempt to mask his surprise. âWith all this talk of war and Kaspica, I wonder how much weâll see each other in the coming months.â He was engrossed in his notes.
âThings are looking troubling, but I hope my studies will continue.â
He continued perusing whatever document was in front of him, and she could not see his face. âYou best get home,â he said, âNot much of the day left.â
Aurelia nodded. âBefore I go, since youâre in the Myriad now, I suppose you knew that the Chancellor of the Republic was in town?â
Kistig recoiled slightly. âYou heard about that?â
âIâve heard nothing, but I saw him with Father earlier,â she replied.
He patted her on the shoulder with a frosty touch. âThereâs no harm in letting you know now then. The Chancellor is here for the royal wedding. He requested your sister in marriage for his son, and your father agreed.â
Aureliaâs whole body felt like it was suddenly shrinking. âWhat? An arranged marriage? How am I only just finding it now?â
âWonderful, isnât it? We havenât had a royal wedding in decades.â He looked far too pleased. She considered slapping the smile off his face, but it wasnât worth getting expelled.
âI thought Gaminiaâs biggest problem was this supposed war with Kaspica. Now weâre having a random, royal wedding?â
âNo one has forgotten the war. The Kaspicians remain the deadliest threat to life as we know it.â
âSo, my sister is to marry some boy that sheâs never met before. Thatâs the sum of the Myriadâs response to the threat?â
âDonât presume to know anything about politics; youâre training to be a healer, not a leader.â
âBut you only trained as a healer, and now youâve a seat in the Myriad. Perhaps politics isnât such a stretch of the imagination,â she said.
He held her gaze for a stretched-out moment. âSpeaking of the Myriad,â he began, coldly, âWe believe that the enemy has agents dotted about the city. Isnât that a grisly thought, that they could be walking among us and we havenât even noticed?â
A chill scraped Aureliaâs spine. She thought back to the lake this morning, and the words she heard made an incision through her sudden dread: You canât imagine how painful it is when one of those things burrows into your mind.
She didnât doubt Kistigâs words.
Aurelia is almost 19 - and although she's lived a somewhat privileged life in the castle of Sunhold within the city of Northcrest - the capital of Gaminia - she's still suffered from the bullying of the other courtiers; purely because of the colour of her skin. It doesn't matter that the Queen Consort is her great aunt, she's still at the mercy of the institutional racism that plagues the castle. Her brother, Savas, is in the closet, scared of the admonishment of his pious mother if he dares to be his true self. Elfine, their sister, is a warrior and spy, but is still sold as a bride to a mere boy of sixteen.
All of this would make for an intriguing tale, especially when woven in with magic and dreams, and I was so looking forward to reading Dreamer in the North. It's just a shame that as reading the book never really gripped me. It was discombobulating at times, switching from corporeal to mystical within the same sentence with no warning. The sentences were often too short and regular, making the prose jarring, instead of flowing.
While the author tried to highlight very real issues that people suffer from in todays world, it somehow felt somewhat cringey. At times, Gough used discriminatory language, and although it may have been used in context, they still felt as though they were used to cause shock. The tropes are important to the plot and to the characters, but could have been dealt with in less derogatory terms.
As for the story, well. It had potential, for sure. A wicked spirit infecting an enemy country and promising war. Mystery and political intrigue with all of the fun of a strong female spy - and all of this threaded through with mystical and magical powers that come from dreams. There's an awful lot to like. It just missed the mark somewhat, with jarring jumps in the scenes which don't make much sense.
S.A