A god overlooks the world he created with restless dissatisfaction, and contemplates ending his misery.
A young painter sees a dazzling woman from across the coffee shop and quickly falls in love, but her past brings him unspeakable shame.
A gambling addict hides his debts to save his marriage, until a shady executive demands her money back or she'll squeal.
Computer Love is a collection of stories about people who have experienced a profound sense of loss and seek to deeply root their sense of self in the philosophy of love. Ordinary people are driven to extreme ends about their conviction in their common bonds. Some survive, others do not, but their collective existence answers the question, what happens when your world slips away and only love remains?
A god overlooks the world he created with restless dissatisfaction, and contemplates ending his misery.
A young painter sees a dazzling woman from across the coffee shop and quickly falls in love, but her past brings him unspeakable shame.
A gambling addict hides his debts to save his marriage, until a shady executive demands her money back or she'll squeal.
Computer Love is a collection of stories about people who have experienced a profound sense of loss and seek to deeply root their sense of self in the philosophy of love. Ordinary people are driven to extreme ends about their conviction in their common bonds. Some survive, others do not, but their collective existence answers the question, what happens when your world slips away and only love remains?
Marley used to hate the smell of bleach but over time grew to love it. Bleach meant cleaning, and cleaning meant heâd see the side of his momma he loved most.
As the pungent aroma and 90s R&B filled the air, sheâd twirl around the house with her mop and sing. She sang with the power pain gives, clinging to each note like life itself. During those brief moments of lucidity, she was overflowing with love and poured the excess onto Marley. Sheâd kiss him and hug him and tell him good morning.
But on those quiet, odorless days, she locked herself in her bedroom until night came. He kissed the door and told her he loved her, but she only replied with faint sobs.
Today, Tina Turnerâs voice woke him up. He went into the kitchen, and the powerful odor made his little body recoil.
âGood morning, mommy,â his five-year old voice squeaked.
âHey, Marley baby. Good morning, how are you doing?â The lilt in her voice warmed his heart.
âIâm doing ok mommy. Are you going to watch TV with me tonight?â
âNot today, baby, mommyâs spending time with some friends later. Another night, I promiseâ
Weeks ago Marley and his mom lay cuddled on the couch watching a marathon of The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air. Rain forced her to abandon her plans and spend the night with her son. With each thunderous splitting of the sky, Marleyâs mom squeezed him tighter until he asked her to let go a little bit because he couldnât breath. That was the longest and tightest he remembered her holding him. Ever since then, he asked her to watch TV with him every night. Whenever she said no, heâd kneel beside his bed and pray for rain.
Throughout the day Marley hovered under her wing while she cleaned, hoping to be the accidental target of her affection. It was endearing at first, but when he accidentally knocked over the mop bucket, she stopped singing along with Tinaâs legendary vocal range to a low scolding depth.
âBaby, can you go outside and play? Mommyâs busy.â
He listened for as long as a childâs memory allowed him to; then went back under her wing. She finally had enough and put him on the doorstep, locking the door behind him.
Defeated, the tiny child left the tiny apartment with his head hung lower than an autumn weed and walked to the pond to skip rocks. His weak throws propelled each stone only a few feet from the shore, none skipping, all sinking. When he couldnât bend gravity to his will, he decided to work with it and made a game of tossing all the failed stones into a pile off the shore. He kept at it until he ran out of stones worth tossing, then turned to sticks, water bottles, then whatever roadside debris was convenient. He cut his hand on a melted soda can that he was about to throw in when a white sedan crept up beside him and honked for his attention. A skinny man with the same deep brown complexion as his daddy, but with a fuller head of hair leaned out the driverâs window.
âHey, little man, is your momma home?â He bellowed.
âNo.â Marley lied.
âAight, well, when she gets back tell her Mason is asking about her.â
âOk.â
The sedan peeled off with the tires slinging gravel into the pond, grazing Marley on his right arm. He played with the blood as it crawled and coagulated down to his elbow, then went back to throwing trash into the water until a small mountain of debris peaked above the surface and the street lights came on. When those lights came alive, Marley knew it was time to head home or he would be in trouble. When he walked in, he walked with his right arm behind his back, afraid his mom would yell at him for getting hurt. She hardly noticed. She walked out just as he was walking in. A waft of perfume overloaded his senses, and he started to cry, the smell meant she wouldnât be back for awhile.
âMommy, please donât leave.â At first the tears were staged, but he slowly convinced himself they were real.
âMarley, stop your crying and get your ass in the house. Youâre filthy and you got mud all on your elbow.â
He wailed his best wail and worked up the wettest tears to no avail. She grabbed him by his collar, dragged him inside, and dropped him on the couch.
âThereâs food in the fridge. Make yourself a sandwich or bowl of cereal if you get hungry, and donât answer the door for nobody.â
Marley continued to sit on the couch crying for at least an hour. He threw his face into the armrest and darkened the already dark spot on the sofaâs armrest. He never heard her speed off as his ears were ringing from the sound of his own voice.
He awoke late at night to an empty apartment with all the lights still on. His throat raw from his performance, shirt matted against his slightly damp chest. He treated it with a glass of water he warmed up in the microwave and turned off all the lights because his mommy told him, she canât afford all these damn bills, then sat by the window to watch the blur of cars race past. Their apartment was on a main street, giving him an endless supply of hope that the next one would be hers. His eyes began to betray his anticipation, so he turned on the TV as an act of resistance â and to give him company throughout the night.
He wasnât sure what time it was when three knocks on the door caused him to spring up. Scared to answer, but also scared of letting his mommy get locked out, he weighed his options and figured it was better to get a whooping later than to let his mommy get stuck outside.
There she was, but so was Mason. Her eyes were half open. She was slumped over his shoulder with a thin white foam around her mouth, barely being held up by Mason.
He shoved Marley out the doorway, came inside, and laid her on the couch on her back in front of the noisy reruns.
âHey, little man, your mom isnât feeling well, but sheâll be alright.â Without further instruction, Mason left.
âMommy, are you ok?â He whispered in her ear, afraid to wake her up.
She didnât respond.
It started to pour with an unnatural abruptness, putting a smile on Marleyâs face for the first time all day. His prayers were finally answered. The deafening echos tearing the sky apart concealed the final coughs of Marleyâs mom. He was too busy staring out the window, smiling at the sky, and thanking god to notice.
When he looked back, he saw a mixture of white fluids filling around her mouth. He panicked and went to the bathroom to get some toilet paper to wipe it up. Satisfied that his mommy was finally home, Marley took this chance to curl up next to her on the couch, pulling her limp arm around his body as he laid there watching The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air reruns for the rest of the night.
Computer Love was a surprising and fun anthology. It probes, questions, hypothesises, imagines and dares. Each story is distinct from the one that precedes or follows, but there is the uniting thread of a writer who ventures to fascinating and imaginative territories in his mind, and, in turns, manifests those territories with his pen, and with some success.Â
The stories here reminded me a little of science fiction authorâs Ken Liu. My favourite were The Golden Lion, the Guardian and Mr. Lewis and The Lucky Zebra. In my opinion, these are quite dark stories, but written with a good command of narrative that makes them somewhat striking and thought-provoking rather than eerie or heavy. You have painters, gods, gangsters, gamblers and lost children, all in quest of something more palpable than what is offered â even when they donât know what it is.Â
The irony at the end of the stories can leave wanting⌠there could be more to write about, but thatâs the fun in short stories â somehow they must end. And these leave quite an impression.Â
However some stories felt like they could be even better, like a good stew that could use a bit more time, like the one with the god. My favourite ones seem to be the shortest. They were good but I wanted more of their world. There was one story in particular that felt a little unpolished as the tenses kept switching from present to past tense (the one with the god) but maybe I just didnât get the effect it sought to create.
Still a nice read!
If you like tales Ă la Dark Mirror, with an edgy but subtle futuristic landscape, and a knack for poking at the part of your brain that wonders about what that landscape would imply⌠Iâd recommend!Â